"Ring ring...ring ring.."...my Skype went off. Totally unexpected.
It happened when I was sitting at my desk staring into space after a hard day's work wishing that Dearie was ard. And that ringing got me really excited, because I knew it's Dearie. Apparently, he's the only 1 on my list and I downloaded Skype after he convinced me to. And I must admit that I love Skype because it allows me to fill up the entire screen with the video from the webcam. Can have a big view of Dearie's face...and it does feel like as if he's sitting in front of me talking face to face with me.
But humans are never satisfied. I was telling Dearie that now Skype doesn't satisfy me anymore because I can see him so clearly in front of me, but all I can do is touch the screen whenever I want to touch his face. It's not enough. I want to feel the warmth of his face!!! In fact, I'm feeling jealous of his dog..because the cute little thing comes into his room and sleeps with Dearie at times. What a blessing to have Dearie hugging him to sleep...I wish I was the one being hugged.
Anyway, Dearie came online because he couldn't sleep. He said his mind is filled with lots of things abt me (hmm..what about huh?) and thought he'll pop up and see if I'm home from work. Was touched when I heard that. And suddenly he said he wants to sing me a song which he practised hard during his KTV session with his buddy a few days ago!
Dearie's nv a fan of singing, and even though he's got a deep voice, he isn't much of a singer, and it's rare to have him singing chinese pop songs. I think I heard him singing his national anthem more. Those were the days whereby I'll start laughing whenever he sound so patriotic, and then have him laughing after making me sing my Mari Kita too.
I'm a real softie, because when I saw him looking into the webcam, smiling and singing to me, I was touched to tears. That moment, I wanted so much to hug him and tell him I love him. It made me wish ever more that he'll be back soon. But since he wasn't around physically for me to hug, I went to grab my pillow and hugged it real tightly as a substitute.
Thanks darling. Thanks for trying to find out what went wrong in our relationship. Thanks for listening to my concerns. Thanks for putting in effort to bring me security. Thanks for trying to bring back our rship onto the right track.
It happened when I was sitting at my desk staring into space after a hard day's work wishing that Dearie was ard. And that ringing got me really excited, because I knew it's Dearie. Apparently, he's the only 1 on my list and I downloaded Skype after he convinced me to. And I must admit that I love Skype because it allows me to fill up the entire screen with the video from the webcam. Can have a big view of Dearie's face...and it does feel like as if he's sitting in front of me talking face to face with me.
But humans are never satisfied. I was telling Dearie that now Skype doesn't satisfy me anymore because I can see him so clearly in front of me, but all I can do is touch the screen whenever I want to touch his face. It's not enough. I want to feel the warmth of his face!!! In fact, I'm feeling jealous of his dog..because the cute little thing comes into his room and sleeps with Dearie at times. What a blessing to have Dearie hugging him to sleep...I wish I was the one being hugged.
Anyway, Dearie came online because he couldn't sleep. He said his mind is filled with lots of things abt me (hmm..what about huh?) and thought he'll pop up and see if I'm home from work. Was touched when I heard that. And suddenly he said he wants to sing me a song which he practised hard during his KTV session with his buddy a few days ago!
Dearie's nv a fan of singing, and even though he's got a deep voice, he isn't much of a singer, and it's rare to have him singing chinese pop songs. I think I heard him singing his national anthem more. Those were the days whereby I'll start laughing whenever he sound so patriotic, and then have him laughing after making me sing my Mari Kita too.
I'm a real softie, because when I saw him looking into the webcam, smiling and singing to me, I was touched to tears. That moment, I wanted so much to hug him and tell him I love him. It made me wish ever more that he'll be back soon. But since he wasn't around physically for me to hug, I went to grab my pillow and hugged it real tightly as a substitute.
Thanks darling. Thanks for trying to find out what went wrong in our relationship. Thanks for listening to my concerns. Thanks for putting in effort to bring me security. Thanks for trying to bring back our rship onto the right track.
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