Things he mentioned last night triggered my fear off. Maybe I was being sensitive, but how can I not be?

I felt threatened. I was afraid that if I don't wish to move abroad with him in future, this relationship will end. I am scared of losing him, and at times, I wonder if he is afraid of losing me too. He doesn't show it at all, so sometimes, I do wonder whether is it only me who is having this fear, and if he loves me as much as I do.

He knows I got very threatened and frightened because I actually told him to let me know early if he decides to leave me, and he knew I was crying on the other side when I started sniffing.

"I have nothing else I can ask for now that I have my cousin and her"...that's something I overheard one night when he was talking to his friend, thinking that I have dozed off soundly (actually I didn't reply the guys that night because I was too exhausted). If what he said is true, is he calmness all a pretence? Is he just as worried and afraid like me, but just putting on a strong front? I wish he will tell me and be himself.