Was really happy to see my boy online yesterday and I'm sure he wanted to talk to me too, because he just refused to go to bed even though he was yawning a lot.

I thought I was the only one who felt that home feels different this time. Dinner with my family is still great, but I know it could have been better with one more person joining us. There were even times I felt that my life in UK is probably better..less conflicts. It shocked me to hear him say, "I really want to go back to UK now". I never thought he would want to go back. He said the feeling is different when he goes out with eat with his family/friends compared to having meals with me in UK. Even though we didn't have the best food in UK, he was really happy being able to eat with me. *touched*

He sounded sad yesterday since he had a big scolding from his Dad about damaging the car in a car accident he got into. I was disappointed, because that would mean I can't have him driving me around, and I have always wish that one day, I can sit in my bf's car and have him bringing me for car rides (I love it!!!).

I am getting excited about it now, but at the same time, trying to curb my excitement too. Apparently, there has been so many changes in our plan that we will hardly have our own privacy, and to be honest, both of us are very sianz abt it. We're consoling ourselves that at least we have a few days where ONLY two of us will go out together, and his friend so kindly volunteered to siam when we go to Sichuan so that we can have our own time together. Hahaha..my boy and I thinks he's probably gonna take the chance during then to go check out some babes and find his target.

Glad that I have finally bought a few clothes and presents for his family. More shopping to do later though and get my hair dyed before I head off to Beijing tmr. :)

Hopefully, it'll cheer him up...or rather I should say, I MUST cheer him up! And bring back the dining feeling he craves for so much, only this time, definitely with MUCH BETTER food!!!