Really miss my darling like crazy these days. It just feels weird not having him next to me, when I used to see him everyday, and being able to happily hop to his room whenever I feel like I need a hug or to disturb him.

I guess I've grown too attached to him now. It sounds mad, but each time I see him smiling at me on the webcam, my tears roll down naturally..and I so wanna throw everything aside and buy an air ticket and fly to China to look for him immediately.

Being silly me, I'm always online in the evenings to wait for him when I don't actually know if he will come online since he's always staying in different homes. And it is the same again tonight despite me being really exhausted after a long day in the hospital.

Will be nice if I can go to bed with a free mind, but have got lots of reading to do for tomorrow's ward round (hope I won't look stupid tmr) and I do wanna talk to him tonight.

It's weird as to how badly I sleep every night in Singapore. I keep getting up in the middle of the night, and it feels even weirder waking up to find only pillows around me. I miss having my boy sleeping next to me. :(

(YAY!!!!HE'S ONLINE NOW!!!!)