Am glad that I made the decision to straighten my hair. I feel so much more comfortable now, but the hairstylist felt that it was a great waste to straighten out my new curls since she thought my curls are really nice and felt that not everyone had the luck to get the results of the curls I've got. Fringe is a little short now, hopefully it'll look more natural next week. Will be getting my hair dyed as well.

I think I would probably have changed my mind if CG was ard to tell me what he thinks. But till now, I haven't seen him online. I wonder what he has been up to these days and if he's well. And I can't help wondering if he misses me at all. I miss him very very much.

Was telling Vic that I'm scared that history might repeat itself if he disappears without a word. I know it's most probably not gonna happen, but can I stop myself from being scared? Afterall, I haven't got over that phobia.

I hope my boy comes online or calls me soon.

Am glad that my friend has got the bear he wants for his graduation. I know from another friend that he wanted it, and I tried searching for it online, but couldn't. Maybe because I'm crap at looking for it since Nonex actually bought it online. Anyway, perhaps it's a good thing that the present isn't from me, or else it'll add one more memory to him. I think he's much better off without us keeping in touch and I guess, as long as we (hopefully) know that we're still friends no matter what, that's sufficient.

Can't believe it..Friday tmr. Argh. Looks like I have to go shop again tmr. I haven't bought anything decent yet till now...sigh...