It was stressful being on hospital attachment here at home. The teachings are so in depth and everything is so different from the way we were taught and learnt in UK. Now I realise how much I don't actually know. I haven't been feeling my best this week, so haven't been very motivated to do much, but I suppose I'll have to start getting more motivated hopefully by tomorrow or latest by next week.

I didn't get to talk much to my boy yesterday again. But I was still happy that he made an effort to come online to say hello despite him being very ill. He said he'll be staying in his mum's house tonight and will be able to webcam with me and that he's so looking forward to it because we haven't seen each other on webcam for a long time (he actually went to count how many days, while i just didn't wanna know so as to avoid being upset over it). I hope he's feeling better today, or else I doubt we'll get to "meet" tonight.

I guess I was trying to make myself feel better last night by being the one wanting to hang up, rather than have him chase me to bed. Called him up since I've got a miss call, and I had no idea who, thinking it could be him. Unfortunately, not. :(

Me: Hey, did u call me just now?
CG: No
Me: Huh..ok then. I thought it was u. Never mind. Bye. (Fast hor?!)
CG: HEY! Why u wanna hang up so quickly?
Me: Because u said u got sore throat, so I don't think u'll be able to talk to me, and I just called to see if u're the one who called me earlier on.
CG: No..it's not me. How are you? Are you ok?...
(and the convo went on for 5 minutes)

He sounded very bad on the phone. I hope he's feeling much better now.