I completely lost my mood when I know that you're going off again.

WHY?!?!??!

When is this gonna end?! Why do u always have so many people to entertain? Why do u always have so many other commitments?! Why can't I ever get to hear you say "I am free the whole of tomorrow"?

When on the fucking earth can I have you telling me u're going to entertain ONLY me today and no one else?

It sucks not being to see you, and it sucks further to know that we have only limited time to talk, and what sucks even even more is why am I here everyday waiting for you, hoping to just catch u online, and knowing that u're doing other stuffs while chatting with me and then having to hear the "It's late now, I think u better go to bed".

Yes, I know I have to sleep! I don't have to be told! And if I think we have enough time together, I WILL go to sleep automatically. I am extremely tired everyday, and I do know I need a lot of sleep to replenish, but I bothered to sacrifice it for u.

What do I have to do just to get your attention?

What do I have to do in order to let you tell me I'll be your priority for the day?