Don't leave me pls..
Dear Jason
Today's quarrel was terrible. I wish it will never happen again.
Something I feared crossed your mind and till now, I'm still in fear. I'm scared that you will leave me and forget about all those plans we had.
It's not your fault that you can't have dinner with me in UK. It's not your fault that you have to think twice about calling me. I know it is difficult on your side and I'm willing to accomodate you. I have never blamed you before despite having a tinge of disappointment occasionally. But on 2nd thoughts, I know you are trying your best and I appreciate the effort you've put in to actually check out the prices of the airfare. Frankly speaking, I wasn't expecting you to come visit me. I'm aware of your financial situation, and I do know that not everyone has the freedom to travel like me. Please don't blame yourself or feel sad about it. I'm really not mad at you and I'm not seeing this as a threat to our rship.
The pressure you are facing at work is tremendous. I am not able to witness it, nor am I able to be there for you in singapore. But my heart's with you and it has never left before. Our ring has been on my finger all this while, and I know that as long as we both wear it, it means our hearts are bound together as one. I just hope you'll start cheering up soon and go back to the old Jason I know..maybe it's not you for the past 22 years, but I just want back the Jason I first met..I first held hands with..I first kissed.
As for the jealousy issue, I hope it will be resolved asap. I don't like having this problem causing any unhappiness between us. I want to spend every moment happy with you..it's only then I feel secured. If there is anything I can do to ease the situation, please let me know. I'm willing to change my lifestyle to some extent in exchange for our happiness.
Dear, I'm serious..dead serious about our rship. I don't wish to see it ever end. I want to stay with you, so promise me you'll never ever mention that thought of yours again. I'm scared, dear. Very very afraid. Please don't leave me. We've went through those problems before we're given the blessings to be together. Do you still remember? How can we just give this whole thing up because of something unpleasant?
I'm not willing to give up our rship under such circumstances. No way. I won't be able to take it should you one day be with another girl. I'm just as threatened as you are, but it's the faith I hold..the trust I have in the both of us that kept me going. Each time I fear, I look at the rings you gave me. There it is carved, "Jason Loves Michelle". "Yes, Jason loves me. He really loves me.."...that's what I tell myself and what I believe in.
Hence dear, please. Let us go back to before. I feel really happy with you. I miss it very much. I hope everything will be fine soon. There will be a rainbow after the storm right? Please tell me there will be...
Love you always and always,
Michelle
Today's quarrel was terrible. I wish it will never happen again.
Something I feared crossed your mind and till now, I'm still in fear. I'm scared that you will leave me and forget about all those plans we had.
It's not your fault that you can't have dinner with me in UK. It's not your fault that you have to think twice about calling me. I know it is difficult on your side and I'm willing to accomodate you. I have never blamed you before despite having a tinge of disappointment occasionally. But on 2nd thoughts, I know you are trying your best and I appreciate the effort you've put in to actually check out the prices of the airfare. Frankly speaking, I wasn't expecting you to come visit me. I'm aware of your financial situation, and I do know that not everyone has the freedom to travel like me. Please don't blame yourself or feel sad about it. I'm really not mad at you and I'm not seeing this as a threat to our rship.
The pressure you are facing at work is tremendous. I am not able to witness it, nor am I able to be there for you in singapore. But my heart's with you and it has never left before. Our ring has been on my finger all this while, and I know that as long as we both wear it, it means our hearts are bound together as one. I just hope you'll start cheering up soon and go back to the old Jason I know..maybe it's not you for the past 22 years, but I just want back the Jason I first met..I first held hands with..I first kissed.
As for the jealousy issue, I hope it will be resolved asap. I don't like having this problem causing any unhappiness between us. I want to spend every moment happy with you..it's only then I feel secured. If there is anything I can do to ease the situation, please let me know. I'm willing to change my lifestyle to some extent in exchange for our happiness.
Dear, I'm serious..dead serious about our rship. I don't wish to see it ever end. I want to stay with you, so promise me you'll never ever mention that thought of yours again. I'm scared, dear. Very very afraid. Please don't leave me. We've went through those problems before we're given the blessings to be together. Do you still remember? How can we just give this whole thing up because of something unpleasant?
I'm not willing to give up our rship under such circumstances. No way. I won't be able to take it should you one day be with another girl. I'm just as threatened as you are, but it's the faith I hold..the trust I have in the both of us that kept me going. Each time I fear, I look at the rings you gave me. There it is carved, "Jason Loves Michelle". "Yes, Jason loves me. He really loves me.."...that's what I tell myself and what I believe in.
Hence dear, please. Let us go back to before. I feel really happy with you. I miss it very much. I hope everything will be fine soon. There will be a rainbow after the storm right? Please tell me there will be...
Love you always and always,
Michelle
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