Happy..Happy...

Been a few days since I last blogged.

My darling Jason said that I'll have to blog everyday, but I did not..haha..thank goodness he didn't grumble about it. Hmm..he didnt blog everyday too.. *winks*

Yesterday, we did something very meaningful together, something worth remembering although it wasn't an act to strengthen the relationship. It was an act which probably have made a difference to someone.

We were walking out of the Bedok MRT to the bus stop when we saw this young teenage girl squatting in a corner. We could not see her face, but we knew she wasn't well, either physically or emotionally. Both of us were curious about why she was squatting there and ignoring the attention strangers gave her. We decided to leave her alone as we thought she was probably crying, and continued walking to the bus stop, but we kept watch on her all the way. Not long after, we saw her faint and both of us decided to help by halting a taxi. We were unable to fit into the taxi as another stranger and the girl's friend accompanied her to CGH. Although we didn't know who that girl was, it got me worried about her condition, so Jason suggested that we should go to CGH to take a look. We didn't get to find out what was going on, but at least we were feeling quite relieved that the doctors are attending to her and that the 2 girls will be waiting.

To be honest, I felt helpless and quite useless despite being a medical student. I wasn't able to do anything but to help halt a taxi. Sigh, anyway, I hope she's doing fine now and is getting better in hospital. I've still been thinking about how she is today.


I enjoyed myself today. Jason spent the whole day in my house. We didn't do anything much, basically just rotting around, disturbing each other as usual and talking. He bought 'Spirited Away' yesterday and we were supposed to watch it together in my house today, but during the show, he fell asleep. I knew he dozed off because of his hug was stagnant...hahahaha. I wanted to continue sitting in that position so that he can have his little nap, but I was feeling a bit uncomfy with my posture, so I moved and woke him up. There he was with his drowsy look..so lovely..so cute..so innocent..I just simply adore him so much. Looking at him, one wouldn't bear to do anything to hurt him.

I'm still smiling at this moment as I think about him. I just love his smile. It always makes you smile as well.

We've got minor arguments despite being together for almost 2 weeks. However, we tend to be ok very quickly and things will be sweet once again.

I made a mistake by doubting his love for me yesterday over some hp messages. My heart sank for a moment and I didn't know how to react. Should I just see what has he got to say or should I just leave? Somehow, I stoned there for a while. When he knew about it, he was all worried and started explaining things to me. It was all a misunderstanding and of course, I accepted his reasons and I'm sure he won't lie to me. I guess I must have hurt him for not trusting him then.

Sigh..feeling so happy at the moment...yup yup..happily attached to someone who is loving me lots and being my support. He's just lovely and everything he does makes me real happy.

Thanks Jason. I love you.. :)