I made a big decision today.

I'm not sure what this decision might bring, and whether it is a right thing to do. Although I have resigned to my fact that I'm not blue-blooded, and hence, there is a limit to my ability in this society, I cannot help but feel even more disappointed with my life.

Wanting to protect my family, and making sure that they will always be safe seems like the hardest thing to do at the moment.

I sincerely pray that things will turn out well soon...