Another major change

I'm just left with signing the papers. Once this gets through, I'll have to accept that my life will need to go through another major change.

Probably not the wisest decision, but at this point in time, it seems to be the only way out. Hopefully it will make a positive impact to my life. There's no way I'm gonna get the best of both worlds...I've resigned myself to that fact, so I suppose I'll just have to pick the option that will allow me to be closer to realising my dream.

I have to be honest that this wasn't a route I had planned for myself. Things have happened at the most unexpected time, and part of me is really feeling sad about it. But I suppose it's not going to help matters by looking back. If it's not meant to be, it never will be.

Wasted too many years thinking about others except myself. Time to do something for myself this time. Time to lead the life I want, to do the things I've always wanted.

I'll work hard...nope...harder..