Money has a different meaning to different people

I do NOT understand why I am making myself go through soooo many years of hell, trying to save the hard earned money, when at the end of the day, money doesn't mean anything to them, as they just spend it because they want it.

Why did I even bother in the first place, I wonder.

And suddenly, I feel like the biggest fool on earth for crying, just because it was raining heavily outside, and I cannot even go out to buy an egg for my dinner. YES, JUST AN EGG...ONE MISERABLE EGG...and I had to cry over it.

FUCK IT!