I am terribly hurt.

Maybe..telling each other how I felt for you is wrong! Wrong from the 1st day!

I know I don't mean much to you. And I have nothing that attracts you too. I only have flaws and nothing else. I don't have feelings and it's only unreasonable if I do get hurt or angry.

I know you aren't proud of having me. If not, when your flatmate asked u if u've got a gf, you wouldn't have said "No". I can accept the fact that u don't want your parents to know, but do u even have to hide it from a flatmate who is insignificant to u?

I have appreciated every single thing that u have done for me, and yes, I do admit that I haven't done anything much for u except to tolerate the way you brush me off, your irritated tone at times, etc. I know u probably don't even realise that almost everyday, u'll hurt me with something u say. I tolerated all that, and kept telling myself that that's just u. But there will come a point whereby I do get very hurt too. I have feelings too.

And I know u'll never ever come after me if I walk out of that door if I'm really very hurt and upset. It happened once, and that just let me realise that u're someone who won't care.

But what you did and said to me today just hurt me utterly, and despite how tolerant I tried to be over the past weeks, today, I think I had enough.

If you do care abt me, u will look for me. If not, then so be it...