Be satisfied

I'm really touched. I came back early from hospital today, and wanted to go to the city to buy some food since I don't have anything to eat for breakfast already. And just when I was about to go, he came online in school.

Casually told him I'm going to buy some food, and I thought he'll just let me be, but instead, he said he'll accompany me and told me to wait for him.

Off to Tesco we went, had some fun shopping and spent 1 hr waiting for a bus. Then he suddenly told me this weekend, he'll cook dinner for us. I was so surprised! I thought he will forget all about it. And it made my heart melt when he said it's gonna be the first time he's cooking for a girl.

He also asked me when will I be telling my parents about us. I couldn't reply. I was planning to do so when he has done so actually. What should I say? How should I tell my parents? Besides...he hasn't even asked me to be his gf officially. I don't even know if he plans to either. But I'm still happy with the way we are. Mentally, we are together..at least that's what I think. I wonder if he thinks the same. Don't dare to ask him what he thinks. Anyway, I shouldn't ask for more.

The bus went past this scary place which I'm doing my attachment at. It's not a nice place to be in. There are prostitutes lurking around, drug addicts, and full of notorious and violent people ard. I am worried about being there, but yet excited. I really want to know how these people are like, despite being afraid that they will hurt me if I'm unlucky. CG was really curious about where is this scary place, and when he saw it, he told me he doesn't feel safe that I have to be there for the next few weeks almost everyday...and asked if I'll be home before the sky turns dark etc. I was happy to know that he's concerned about my safety, and I reassured him I'll be fine in that place. It's probably a good place for me to really be in contact with drug addicts and psychiatric patients, and I do hope I'll gain a lot of experience through this.