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A Singaporean girl who graduated from a Medical College in the UK and currently working as a doctor, spending most of my years abroad burying myself amongst medical books, speaking Queen's English and trying to adapt to life in Britain. But I still remain a true blue Singaporean who loves my plate of char kway teow and enjoys the sense of closeness when speaking "Singlish" to my fellow countrymen. Why "The Chinese Doctor"? Because that's what my patients call me since they don't know my name!

Wednesday, October 26, 2005

WHY WHY WHY??!?!?!?!

PISSED MY ASS OFF!!!!! BAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!

Why is he always telling me things, but stopping halfway or end with a sentence which I cannot understand? Why can't he just type clearly so that I can understand? If English is difficult, type Mandarin! If I don't understand his mandarin, he can rephrase it no?!?!?!?

JUST DON'T SAY THINGS HALFWAY AND GO "Let's change a topic", OR SAY "I don't want to tell u". SIMI SAI?!

I want to know what is it that he keeps saying he's shy about, yet when I think I might get my guess right, I don't want to know. But when I don't wanna know, I start to ask. And when he doesn't wanna tell me, I get pissed off.

This is so infuriating. What do I want manz? I don't know! Total madness. I've always (most of the time) known what I want for myself, but this time, I don't. And when I'm pissed like now, I will start reminding myself of all the reasons why I should put him aside:

1. He's not Singaporean
2. Language barrier
3. He forgets my name all the time! (I only found this out a few days ago, and it did piss me off. Had to make him repeat my name again n again so tt he won't 4get. Piangz! Where got such person?!)
4. He wrote my name wrongly THRICE when I remembered telling him how my name is written!
5. He will have to leave one day because he's got a bright future laid and waiting for him.
6. He's lazy abt everything except studying.
7. He hates thinking, and wanna sleep whenever he has to think abt anything.
8. He has no opinions (major turn off!), and I'm always the one making the final decisions.
9. He finds it difficult to even carry supermarket bags, just because he never gotta do that in his own country.
10. He doesn't give shit about the way he look, claiming that no one in UK knows him
11. He pisses me off with his sickening answers & innocent replies at times.
12. He is insensitive.
13. He believes in all my lies, and not in the truths I tell.
14. He makes me feel like an idiot when I tell him funny things and end up laughing alone.
15. He's younger than me!

I'm sure the list goes on. You bet I do get very very very annoyed by him, but I end up cooling down the moment he talks to me in the "I don't know u're angry with me" manner. Anyway, those reasons are more than enough for me to irritate me to the core. Most of the things I can't stand in a person, he has it! ARGH!

Then even when I'm feeling very angry right now, I am still thinking abt Friday. WHY!?!??! I can't explain this. I feel like an idiot.

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