When enough is enough

Blame my impatience, blame my short-tempered character, but I think I had ENOUGH!

I shall not bother to entertain him much anymore. He doesn't need me to entertain him. I did it out of my free will, and as a result, I feel like a big idiot.

When he's bored, I chat with him, tell him funny things, and I end up laughing at what I said myself. And I got so sick and demoralised of it that I finally told him that I feel like an idiot laughing at things I say and even if it's not funny, at least he should pretend to laugh to show some appreciation. And that's when he started laughing just to please me. You bet I was pissed off.

Specially stayed up just to entertain him, and this happened. Fair enuff. Take it that I'm the stupid one. I bet he's got many friends online to entertain him, so insignificant me can just fark off.

And the ultimate moment came when I was boiling and said I shall go to bed. Instead of even sensing I'm fuming and utterly disappointed, all he said was "Good idea" and went on about what time he's got school tmr. Yeah, thanks for the hint. I just went offline before he finished saying what he wanted to say. I didn't wanna listen anymore.

Went to bed feeling hurt and upset, which didn't go away even when I woke up. Then I bumped into him at the bus stop this morning. I'm sure he didn't see me, and being fed up, I didn't bother to go and say Hi too. Just boarded my bus and left when it came.

I'm still feeling sore about it, and I think I shall just throw wateva feelings I got aside already. I can't imagine having a few more months of this. Such a waste of my precious time. Can't believe someone as dumb, who doesn't have a sense of humour, believes in every lie I said (and amazingly, he doesn't believe in wateva truth I say), super lao qi and boring actually exists! PUI!