My first try at WAX!!!!

Today's mad manz.

I experimented with wax on MYSELF! No SMs ok. I'm decent *grinz*

I couldn't stand my face more and more. Big eyebags, pimples and busy eyebrows! What a great combination.

Decided to try out the eyebrow trimming service at Desire. So I gave them a ring and went down. In order to rid the baby hair around my brows, they used hot wax. It wasn't painful at all...now I'm wondering why guys give the "WTF?!" look when we mention hair removal with wax to them. Pain meh? The wax wasn't too hot. The girl then trimmed my brows a little. It's much neater now, not say DAMN nice lah..but better than before. I'm really wondering where I can get someone who can do my brows real nicely. The first time I did it was at David Gan's salon. He had this lady who did brows for TCS celebs. He was the one who asked her to do it for me cos he couldn't stand my brows personally when he was cutting my hair. So he was dying to have mine trimmed. :X But that lady did an excellent job, even though I first thought it was ugly as I wasn't used to the new look. Mum think she's the best so far among alllllll the others (from different places) which I've tried.

Used Clearasil facial pads and oh manz, the blackheads are lessening!!!! I'm amazed. Now my nose looks shinier..haha..sounds like a polished nose. It's making the pimples smaller too. These pimples are pissing me off because they are RED. And they leave ugly black marks which take time to go away. Looks like Mum's gonna make noise when I return. I'll never be able to rid them by then. I think I'll just try to hide it with extremely mild foundation and of course, that concealer which I love.

I went to the city again because I realised that I forgot to buy a presentation folder for my project. How stupid can I be. And I forgot to buy a present for Kor and my cousin..ok lah..not that I really forgot, just couldn't find the day before.

So it was shopping spree again. Bought 2 story books for Nigel, and a nice wedding photoframe for Kor. It's got two 'holes', so it'll be great to put his and his wife's in there.

Went to Boots to buy a face mosturiser to bring back to Sg. Then saw these wax strips. Being the forever curious me, I decided to try it since I've got time now to do so. I've always been excited abt these beauty stuffs and buying an epilator's too ex. Since it was a good bargain of Buy 1 get 1 free, I bought a box. It was exactly like the way you watch girls wax their legs in movies. Stick it there and pull the strip off as fast as possible. But it wasn't painful at all. I got rid of some hair on my legs, but the thing is, I'm crap, so I didn't make it super clean. Still ok lah I think, but after trying it, I got a new plan. I'm going to buy an epilator. Lemon said it's abt 70 odd, so I might get it..then can rid my hand hair too. Mum's definitely gonna kill me, cos she loves my hand hair for weird reasons, claiming that it's nice..like Northern Indians...kaoz. Maybe I'll leave them for her sake (till I get itchy fingers again and start ridding them which will break her heart...hahah...yah right). But the legs, I will rid them since I've already done so!

Noticed that there's quite a lot of clogged pores on my legs. Sigh..I thought having them at the back of my arms' bad enough cos it's ugly, and now even my legs' got them! Don't ask me how they ended up on me..it's in my genes cos my whole family and relatives got it. How sad is that?!

Looked at myself longer in the mirror than usual today. Checking my hair colour and of course my horrid looking face. I noticed that I lost weight again. Damn obvious to me, so it must be to everyone else. I look so haggard with the eye bags etc. I hate the look manz. Must go back to sg and put on weight.

Now, I have another thing added to my plan for my long holiday. I'm going to be girly. Girly as in start dolling up like other girls. This includes taking care of my skin, and leaving nails! Jason doesn't like them long, so I'll just keep it till an appropriate length. I've always got exam jitters, and being the nervous me, during exam period, I can never ever stop biting my nails. So it's looking ugly again.

Was so tempted to buy this bottle of polish which is used to stop people from biting nails. But it wasn't cheap, so forget it. So shy of seeing my fingers now...so ugly.. :(

It'll be finalising my project tonight and getting them printed! Then I can start doing household chores and pack my luggage.

Wondering if he's excited to seeing me..he's been so busy recently..and because of the recent happenings, everything seem to extremely sensitive over my side. Not sure abt his side though. I wonder if he's feeling sensitive as well. Hopefully my return to sg will help things. Was having a chat with my landlady and she was confident that it will. I hope so too...I really wish to make this relationship an everlasting one....I do love him a lot..