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A Singaporean girl who graduated from a Medical College in the UK and currently working as a doctor, spending most of my years abroad burying myself amongst medical books, speaking Queen's English and trying to adapt to life in Britain. But I still remain a true blue Singaporean who loves my plate of char kway teow and enjoys the sense of closeness when speaking "Singlish" to my fellow countrymen. Why "The Chinese Doctor"? Because that's what my patients call me since they don't know my name!

Monday, August 20, 2007

These things happen all the time when we're separated, and u said u don't do it again, but u just did it again today!

I know u r tired, but u were the one who told me to meet u online and chat and u ended up being the one telling me u r tired and want to go and sleep too.

What's the damn point of wanting to meet online then?!

I was so looking forward to talking to u the entire day, and was so excited when I saw u coming online, but only to be disappointed again. What's worse is..this isn't the first time, and u promised me before that u will not do such things to me again. If I do such things to u, will u be angry? Can I say I am not disappointed?

I don't want "Sorry", neither do I want any virtual flowers from u as an apology. I told what I wanted and what I dread before we went separate ways, and I trusted u for not doing it again, but u didn't keep your word.

The internet connection sucks for some damn reason today, but I'm satisfied just typing, just as long as I get to talk to u. U know it best that we won't get to talk much anymore after today because u'll be starting work, and by the time I get home from work everyday, it would be way past midnight and due to the time difference, we won't even have a chance to talk. Weekends...u're busy with family commitments..and at the end of the day, u'll tell me u're tired.

Don't tell me u miss me. If u really miss someone, u won't mind chatting with her even if u're tired, and u won't say u're lazy to type. To think I felt excited waiting for u, to think I was hoping the time would come quickly so that I'll be able to talk to u.

If asking for some of your time as your girlfriend is demanding, I have no idea what u want. And I see no point in rushing home straight from work everyday, sacrificing my dinner just so that I won't keep u waiting till too late, when getting u to type is such a chore for u.

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