My days here at the moment are kinda unproductive. No mood to study at all, and I spend most of my spare time either watching youtube or sleeping. It's not being lazy, I'm basically having fatigue for no apparent reason, and once again, it has screwed up my biological clock.

A MAJOR quarrel happened between me and him a few days ago. But it was THAT, which made me realise my importance to him. I was apologetic for saying something terribly harsh to him. However, I did make known about what I was displeased abt all these months to him, and upon hearing everything which I had to say, he felt a deep sense of guilt. It was a nasty one that night, and I thought this was really the end now, until he gave me a good hug in the morning when I have dozed off in some odd corner of his bed.

It was quite shocking to wake up in his room a while ago, realising I'm alone. I guess I must have dozed off so soundly while studying that I didn't even know he went out. Now I do feel a bit shitty for letting him go out alone with his friend when he asked me along. Argh! I wonder where they are now, and what time he'll be back. I wanna continue watching the drama serial with him! I guess I shall do some reading and wait patiently for his return :)