I feel so guilty now.

Because I completely forgot abt Father's Day on Sunday. Hence, I just told my parents on MSN that I'm not calling home today without giving a reason, without saying "Happy Father's Day" and what's worse, I lost my temper online while chatting with them.

I was indeed in a very very very foul mood because my relationship could just end in a snap, anytime that day. I was crying my ass out like nobody's business and there's no way I want to let my parents know about it.

I did feel bad abt "yelling" at them on MSN after I have cooled down, but I still forgot that it was Father's Day until I read Etel's blog like a few minutes ago. I know Dad doesn't give shit abt Father's Day, but I suppose any parent will feel hurt to know that your little girl/boy has totally forgotten about it. To add to my sinful list, I actually forgot to wish my Mum "Happy Mother's Day" as well in May despite calling home and talking endlessly with her.

I should really do some soul-searching on myself and do something abt my bad memory. I forgot things very very easily now...friend's bday...important dates etc.