Fill my life with dance
I miss dancing. I miss the joy I have when I watch dances or when I'm doing it myself.
So in order to try to feel this joy for a while, I have to resort to replaying a part of a movie again and again. And also to search for dance clips to download and watch. I'm that desperate.
Legs feel really itchy. And in my room in Swansea, I started dancing to the various music playing on my laptop in my room.
Managed to release some emotions through it, but it doesn't feel satisfying. It still feels different.
And I couldn't stop questioning myself whenever I feel that way abt whether my life will be completely different if I pursued dance rather than go to JC. Unrealistic, but will I be happier? I don't feel happy at all being present me..
So in order to try to feel this joy for a while, I have to resort to replaying a part of a movie again and again. And also to search for dance clips to download and watch. I'm that desperate.
Legs feel really itchy. And in my room in Swansea, I started dancing to the various music playing on my laptop in my room.
Managed to release some emotions through it, but it doesn't feel satisfying. It still feels different.
And I couldn't stop questioning myself whenever I feel that way abt whether my life will be completely different if I pursued dance rather than go to JC. Unrealistic, but will I be happier? I don't feel happy at all being present me..
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