Unknown fate

I dunno what my fate will be manz...argh! This is horrible HORRIBBLE HORRIBLE!!!! Can someone pls kill me??!?!?!

I had my practical exam today, and oh boy was it soooooooo....BAH! It wasn't as smooth as I hope it would be, and hell ya was I pressed for time.

History taking stations were SHIT TO THE CORE...gosh...I don't know if I'm gonna pass...I felt so so stupid. Some stations went alright though.

Friday's THE day. Either I find myself swimming in my tears, or smiling till I get muscle cramps and spasms. I really have to pass this time round. I've got to. (saying it now also no use...it's already over mahz hor?)

I should stop thinking abt it, which I can't cos thoughts keep flowing through my head again and again and again. Not in the mood to do anything either even though it's bright and sunny out there. I should be partying myself mad now, but now that my current nightmare is over, I seem to be at a loss as to what to do next.

I don't know what's going to happen on Friday..and I am praying hard that everything will turn out fine. Miracles rarely happen...but please let it be so on Friday....

I done my best. And I hope to at least my hardwork can be recognised...it lies in this exam...that's how crucial it is.