Tolerate a while more, & it'll be over :)

I'm seriously trying very hard to overcome my tiredness, but it's going beyond control. Waking up before 7 every morning is a chore since I don't go to bed very early every night, despite the hours being much much earlier than my usuals.

And the weather isn't helping too. Been pouring today, and pretty cold these few days...hence, the feeling of wanting to hide under my duvet.

I can start counting down to my exam. I wrote up one of my final revision plan, and am struggling to keep up with it. Nope, I'm not giving myself much pressure at all, and I think the amount I have to revise each day isn't much, BUT my tiredness is such a pain...it's making revision such a chore for me since the thing I want most is just to collapse on my bed and sleeeeeeeeepppppp....

Then again, it's so contradicting when I say I am desperate for sleep, cos when I get the opportunity to do so, I tend to force myself to stay up to do things I like or to study! And then I'll be super tired again, and the cycle goes on forever. Sigh... Oh..I was having some silly thoughts while in the bus this evening, and started calculating the hours in life we 'wasted' due to sleep..haha. Supposedly we sleep 8 hrs/day, when we reach 30 yrs old, we actually 'wasted' 10 yrs of our life sleeping! 10 YEARS!!!! My oh my.

I'm lagging behind my revision plan..haha. Looks like I will have to cram the remains of today by the end of lunch time tomorrow.

Shall go read a non-medical book now before I shoo off to bed. Long day tmr again, I think. I'm craving for some baby pampering from my parents e.g. having all kinds of food I want, cook my meals for me (I'm having takeaways everyday now...), comfy transportation, weekend shopping, watching TCS dramas tgt.

I'm not missing home lah...just the sudden crave of wanting to be a big baby..hehe.. :P