Tension building up
I was still very relaxed even though my exam is drawing nearer and nearer, until today I am starting to feel a bit of pressure, and it's gradually increasing. Good in a way because humans tend to work better under a little pressure, but when it gets beyond healthy levels...it's extremely bad.
I hope I can keep the tension I'm feeling at this level till my exams are over. It's not got to a very unhealthy extent yet, and I hope it won't either. Been trying to help myself keep calm by watching quite a lot of drama serials..and I do laugh my ass off almost everyday when I'm watching the serials. Even my housemates can hear my roaring laughter...oops...it's that funny..or maybe my loudness contributes to it as well. And yup, constant smiling at myself in the mirror. Ok, I know I sound like I got a screw loose, but it helps cheer me up! I can feel it within myself even though the pimples on my face aren't gonna prove it.
I need confidence boosters!!!!! SERIOUSLY NEED IT!!!! I am sure I have the knowledge up there in my head, but not being to make the "impression" isn't gonna make things go well for me, and I die die have to get through this horrible exam. Confidence! Confidence!!!! CONFIDENCE!!!!!!
Sigh..did my rounds of revision again. Pretty productive, plus I had a nice nap..hehe. Short, but shiok! Hopefully it'll come in handy tmr during clinic. :)
And yup, I must remember to bring my medicine with me to clinic. Was having unbearable tummy cramps again and I literally had to lie down and curl up, and told Sophie to wack me unconscious with a hammer. Must be that pain-in-the-neck Irritable Bowel Syndrome flaring up again (I juz envy those without this problem..be pleased if u don't have it..cos you'll be great agony when it happens to u). Couldn't find Panadol anywhere too (no excuse for hospitals not having Panadol right?)..they're probably so strict abt giving it freely since u can actually die from overdose..and there are patients around who attempted suicide this way. Oh well, can't blame hospitals then.
Shooing off now. Nitez!
I hope I can keep the tension I'm feeling at this level till my exams are over. It's not got to a very unhealthy extent yet, and I hope it won't either. Been trying to help myself keep calm by watching quite a lot of drama serials..and I do laugh my ass off almost everyday when I'm watching the serials. Even my housemates can hear my roaring laughter...oops...it's that funny..or maybe my loudness contributes to it as well. And yup, constant smiling at myself in the mirror. Ok, I know I sound like I got a screw loose, but it helps cheer me up! I can feel it within myself even though the pimples on my face aren't gonna prove it.
I need confidence boosters!!!!! SERIOUSLY NEED IT!!!! I am sure I have the knowledge up there in my head, but not being to make the "impression" isn't gonna make things go well for me, and I die die have to get through this horrible exam. Confidence! Confidence!!!! CONFIDENCE!!!!!!
Sigh..did my rounds of revision again. Pretty productive, plus I had a nice nap..hehe. Short, but shiok! Hopefully it'll come in handy tmr during clinic. :)
And yup, I must remember to bring my medicine with me to clinic. Was having unbearable tummy cramps again and I literally had to lie down and curl up, and told Sophie to wack me unconscious with a hammer. Must be that pain-in-the-neck Irritable Bowel Syndrome flaring up again (I juz envy those without this problem..be pleased if u don't have it..cos you'll be great agony when it happens to u). Couldn't find Panadol anywhere too (no excuse for hospitals not having Panadol right?)..they're probably so strict abt giving it freely since u can actually die from overdose..and there are patients around who attempted suicide this way. Oh well, can't blame hospitals then.
Shooing off now. Nitez!
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