** I wanna become a chiobu..lol **

I have told many people that...and their reactions are all the same. -.- How come no one is as excited as me?

Maybe it's because they're so used to hearing me say "I wanna become a mei nu" so many times until they got so bored of it. Oh well.. :)

I have tried to become one since..dunno when. But I never seem to succeed cos I just give up halfway, or decide to go back to being plain after some thought. Of course, $$$ is a BIG factor. Nothing is free in this world (unless some kind professionals wanna take pity on me and provide me with free services), and it takes a lot to become a mei nu manz. Gotta spend a lot on clothes, make up, shoes etc...sheesh. And of course, EFFORT!!!!

I told Lemon that I wanna become a mei nu when I met her to have our girly chat today. Seriously speaking, I think she's getting prettier *whistles*

I needed to buy a conditioner cos mine is finishing, so I went to Watsons. I bought Silkpro to try. Wonder if it's good.. Can't wait to finish using my Organics shampoo manz..I find it kinda dry...that's why I'm changing it. VO5 is great, but ex manz..

And as usual, I will not just get my conditioner and get out of the shop. I will go to the other counters and see what's new. And what other stuffs can I get to try to turn into a mei nu.

Some would have known that recently I'm having a bad pimple and acne outbreak. Blast those manz! Just when some are disappearing, more are appearing. I'm wondering if it's due to my new cleanser....or is it just hormonal changes. I am still trying to save my face. And when the acne and pimples are gone, they will leave such "lovely" black marks, which seem to take forever to go away.

Being vain Michelle today, I bought ZA True White Essence. It sounds good (duh..which product sounds bad..), but how effective it is..I still don't know. Just applied it a while ago. Hope it will work and get rid of my pimples/acne and the marks they leave. I really don't like waking up and feeling fuglier than usual. Plus with what is going on, the MORE I must try to beautify myself...so that I can cheer up...

Hmm....just as I was doing all these, I was wondering to myself if my friends do the same (as in wanna make drastic changes to themselves) when they're hit by something depressing, or isit just a girl's thing.

Gosh, I wish I can go for retail therapy. I was tempted, until I remember that I have just spent the $50 Dad gave me yesterday on a few items. Argh, don't I just hate myself for that... I'm broke once again..aaaahhhhh

KOR!!!! I wanna see your 'Bobby Brown' friend after my pimples are gone. I need his help. I MUST dress up for your wedding..heez..how exciting....

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OH YA OH YA....I bought something cool today...

Shinhwa's Vol. 7 Album

It's blasting on my speakers now. Not bad an album. It came with a booklet full of their photos too. I was drooling....

I'm curious to take a look at their new MTV, but it's not included in the CD..wasted manz. I wish I can see their dance moves..they dance really well....what a waste that I didn't have tickets to watch their performance at the Tiger Beer Euphoria party...