Quarrels? Big deal, we're still as loving..heez..
*Stretch* Break from studying..
Viruses was all I did AGAIN for revision. How sickening. But it's not as tough as the first time I studied it, cos things seem familiar. I just read through the chapters, hopefully I remember them when the exams come.
Had a slight quarrel with Jason this afternoon over an issue which I don't wish to mention. Both of us turned a bit unhappy..no..it's not a bit...hmm...i should say very unhappy and we felt that it was best for us to keep quiet online for a while and cool down. So there he was in front of the comp looking strict and serious, while I went to my bed and sulk. But within less than 10 minutes, we made it up again! It's incredible how we solve matters. Jason's been happy with the way we are. He told before that we manage to solve each other's problems with the support the other party gives. How true. :)
As the sleepy hr approached, he had to go to sleep and told me to wake him up at 3am. I did so, but he was so tired that he wasn't talking sense. Being unreasonable and annoying, I felt disappointed. I knew I shouldn't be, but I let my selfishness took control of me once again. When I hung up, I lost my mood. I needed to cool down, console myself, pamper myself and make sure I get over it asap. But just when I needed some consolation (but no way was I intending to seek anyone for it), he appeared! How sweet. Saw his pale face on the cam. It made me melt and I wasn't disappointed anymore. His "How can I ever leave you alone" touched me deeply. I'm happy to have him as my bf. He has never left me alone since day 1 and he promised me never to do so too. I trust him to keep this promise.
Been twisting my ring around my finger a lot recently. It's discolouring cos I'm a lousy owner, but I still love it. I feel proud having it and the engraved "Jason Loves Michelle" makes everything so sweet. As I was looking at it, I was wondering when I will be taking it off because I'll be replacing it with a ring on my 4th finger. I'm only expecting it to be from someone, and I'm not keeping my options open. This isn't me I know. The old michelle doesn't believe in closing her options because she thinks she is still young. No doubt I'm only 22 and I know there are a whole load of better guys out there, but I'm just satisfied with my current beau and I intend to keep it this way.
I haven't written any letters to Jason yet and his shirt is still with me. I should try to mail it out soon. And Father's Day card's still lying on my shelf. I'm so unfilial manz. Someone please wack me...wack hard for goodness sake.
Notice I've been blogging a lot about Jason. Well, that's because nothing else is going on in my life. It's revolving around him only. I have been good (as usual), staying indoors revising (*clear throat*..ok...not all the time..chatting..vcd..rotting too). Didn't want to go out much because I'm lazy and I don't wish to turn brown. I don't mind the pink rosy cheeks though. But being fair's priority now! Can't imagine my years of effort going down the drain. My pains manz!!!!
Shall try to wake up early later. I've been trying hard to get up, which I've managed to, but before I know it, I dozed off again. Maybe I shall just pull myself out once I open my eyes. If my parents know I'm awake at 10, they'll probably want to experiment making curry out of me...and Prof Kua might just continue making me eat those expensive pills. I definitely don't want to live like a sick girl for a long time. I hope he tapers the drug off from me soon. It makes me feel as if I'm terminally ill and surviving on them to live on..sigh...and I hate the side effect too..that's yawning! I yawn anytime the whole day and it's irritating...makes me tear and feel sleepy, making studying real difficult and pissing for me.
Hmm..should I ring Jason? I'm craving to hear his voice and his way of coaxing me to bed. What a wonderful nanny..takes so so so much care of me. Girls out there must be darn jealous of me. I'll just get myself prepared and then start my "buzzing" around him again.. :P
Viruses was all I did AGAIN for revision. How sickening. But it's not as tough as the first time I studied it, cos things seem familiar. I just read through the chapters, hopefully I remember them when the exams come.
Had a slight quarrel with Jason this afternoon over an issue which I don't wish to mention. Both of us turned a bit unhappy..no..it's not a bit...hmm...i should say very unhappy and we felt that it was best for us to keep quiet online for a while and cool down. So there he was in front of the comp looking strict and serious, while I went to my bed and sulk. But within less than 10 minutes, we made it up again! It's incredible how we solve matters. Jason's been happy with the way we are. He told before that we manage to solve each other's problems with the support the other party gives. How true. :)
As the sleepy hr approached, he had to go to sleep and told me to wake him up at 3am. I did so, but he was so tired that he wasn't talking sense. Being unreasonable and annoying, I felt disappointed. I knew I shouldn't be, but I let my selfishness took control of me once again. When I hung up, I lost my mood. I needed to cool down, console myself, pamper myself and make sure I get over it asap. But just when I needed some consolation (but no way was I intending to seek anyone for it), he appeared! How sweet. Saw his pale face on the cam. It made me melt and I wasn't disappointed anymore. His "How can I ever leave you alone" touched me deeply. I'm happy to have him as my bf. He has never left me alone since day 1 and he promised me never to do so too. I trust him to keep this promise.
Been twisting my ring around my finger a lot recently. It's discolouring cos I'm a lousy owner, but I still love it. I feel proud having it and the engraved "Jason Loves Michelle" makes everything so sweet. As I was looking at it, I was wondering when I will be taking it off because I'll be replacing it with a ring on my 4th finger. I'm only expecting it to be from someone, and I'm not keeping my options open. This isn't me I know. The old michelle doesn't believe in closing her options because she thinks she is still young. No doubt I'm only 22 and I know there are a whole load of better guys out there, but I'm just satisfied with my current beau and I intend to keep it this way.
I haven't written any letters to Jason yet and his shirt is still with me. I should try to mail it out soon. And Father's Day card's still lying on my shelf. I'm so unfilial manz. Someone please wack me...wack hard for goodness sake.
Notice I've been blogging a lot about Jason. Well, that's because nothing else is going on in my life. It's revolving around him only. I have been good (as usual), staying indoors revising (*clear throat*..ok...not all the time..chatting..vcd..rotting too). Didn't want to go out much because I'm lazy and I don't wish to turn brown. I don't mind the pink rosy cheeks though. But being fair's priority now! Can't imagine my years of effort going down the drain. My pains manz!!!!
Shall try to wake up early later. I've been trying hard to get up, which I've managed to, but before I know it, I dozed off again. Maybe I shall just pull myself out once I open my eyes. If my parents know I'm awake at 10, they'll probably want to experiment making curry out of me...and Prof Kua might just continue making me eat those expensive pills. I definitely don't want to live like a sick girl for a long time. I hope he tapers the drug off from me soon. It makes me feel as if I'm terminally ill and surviving on them to live on..sigh...and I hate the side effect too..that's yawning! I yawn anytime the whole day and it's irritating...makes me tear and feel sleepy, making studying real difficult and pissing for me.
Hmm..should I ring Jason? I'm craving to hear his voice and his way of coaxing me to bed. What a wonderful nanny..takes so so so much care of me. Girls out there must be darn jealous of me. I'll just get myself prepared and then start my "buzzing" around him again.. :P
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