Pissed off

I'm boiling my top at the moment. Farking pissed off, and of all unappreciative individuals, it HAD to be my own bf! WHY?!

I don't think I've got a really nice voice to begin with, but at least I think I am not croaking when I'm singing. And because this song Dearie sent to me was really cute, I decided to record myself singing it, hoping that he'll like it.

I'm crap with sound recording, and unfortunately, the file I recorded was huge. I'm sorry that the transfer time would be pretty long, and I wouldn't grumble if it was a friend who gets kinda pissed with the long transfer time, but because he's my bf, it made me really upset when he started grumbling and get irritated over this. To make things easier for him, I even went to upload the song online, so that he'll be able to hear it sooner, and he still got irritated abt the fact that it's taking too long for the song to load for his listening on Imeem. And said it's going to take him the whole night just to listen to it, and he's sleepy, so he's going to zzz and listen to it tmr.

Bloody hell. I took pains to do this for him (I rarely sing for anyone), yet I had to tolerate all his shit. Plus I am not supposed to even get upset abt this?!!??!?!?! Instead of feeling guilty, he even had the nerves to tell me that I was wrong to get upset, and say he's gonna sleep.

To think he even calls himself my bf!