You know you're happy when u're smiling even when u're walking, and knowing that even though u're alone, there's always someone there thinking of u and being mentally next to you. :)

That's how I'm feeling right now. Blessed. Happy. Loved.

Nope, nothing extraordinary happened. I'm just feeling happy abt the way things has been for me and Dearie. I'm thankful and appreciative of things he has done to lessen my loneliness abroad. Even though we're still half the world apart, sometimes it feels as if he's actually right next to me.

Him: It's late now. R u tired? R u sleeping soon?
Me: Ya, I'm quite tired, but I wanted to stay up to wait for u. I know I should be sleeping now, but I don't want to leave u..
Him: Ok..leave the webcam on. I'll stay here and accompany you while u go to sleep.
Me: REALLY?!
Him: Yes...good night darling..
Me: Good night..

I went to sleep smiling. I haven't felt so secured for some time. I remember the days whereby I'll refuse to go to sleep for various reasons, and Dearie would stay by my side until I doze off. He would normally be reading a book while staying beside me, and it was comforting hearing him sniffing away or clearing his throat while I had my eyes closed.

My speakers were left on as I went to bed. And I was able to hear him clearing his throat and sniffing again. It was really comfortable hearing these noises, and I actually fell asleep really quickly. Woke up still feeling loved too. Hehehehe...