Missing Dearie

Had a great chat on the phone with Dearie after I knocked off from work.

It felt so comfortable hiding under my warm duvet, closing my eyes and hearing his voice. Suddenly, it felt as if he was lying next to me, having our before-dozing-off chat, like how we used to do during our days together in the UK.

The chat got more and more exciting as I was telling him about me being able to see him in a month's time, and that it'll fly by really quickly before we'll see each other again. The entire hour's chat was filled with topics of our day's happenings, and what we plan to do and eat when I get to Beijing.

There's so many things I want to do with him, and even simple things like going to the supermarket and just rotting the whole day in his apartment got me extremely excited. I am missing the quiet moments I have with him now, and thinking abt it, I'm actually missing how I would sit outside each other's toilets to talk to each other while the other is doing some big/small business in there.

In fact, I'm missing him so much that today, I even had silly thoughts of getting a job in Beijing, even if it's totally not related to Medicine. Sigh..sometimes I think I really need to try and stay sane and rational.