Missing Dearie
I'm missing Dearie.
I've been feeling blessed these few days because Dearie has been sending me many messages everyday without me asking, and he gets worried if he doesn't receive any replies from me. He's also putting in a lot of effort into our rship by going online to look for me whenever he can, and it makes me really happy seeing him on the webcam smiling.
And I've been seeing him a lot in my dreams these few nights too, and each time it happens, I'll wake up smiling.
Dearie's been going through a lot after his return this time, and I'm truly guilty about it. His relationship with his Dad has deteriorated to quite an extent, resulting in a major allowance cut, having to find his own transport if his uncle borrows his car, less conversations with his Dad, and Dearie has decided to move out from his Dad's and live with his Mum.
"Will u leave me now that I can't afford to give u the best?" he asked. I felt like hugging him after hearing how sad he sounded. It must be difficult for him, especially when he's so used to splurging without having to think at all before. He sounded really down and guilty when he told me that he can't afford to take me for my dream spa and facial sessions in the 5 star hotels and I'll have to be prepared that my trip to China this time will be different from the last. I guess it's understandable. With the limited allowance he's got now, it'll be difficult to buy lots of clothes for me, take me to very posh restaurants for meals, and posh KTV lounges.
Honestly, I'll be lying if I were to say money isn't important to a relationship and that I don't fancy having a rich bf. But after more than 2 yrs together, it's more about feelings than the money now. I love him, and I won't leave him just because he can't afford to give me the luxurious life I want. It's a difficult period for him, and it's my duty to stay and go through it with him...besides...all these happened because of me.
I'm still excited to see him soon, and I'm really contented enough to spend time with him, and have nice, simple meals with him. The situation could have be worse, and I think we should be thanking our lucky stars that at least it isn't the worst yet.
I've been feeling blessed these few days because Dearie has been sending me many messages everyday without me asking, and he gets worried if he doesn't receive any replies from me. He's also putting in a lot of effort into our rship by going online to look for me whenever he can, and it makes me really happy seeing him on the webcam smiling.
And I've been seeing him a lot in my dreams these few nights too, and each time it happens, I'll wake up smiling.
Dearie's been going through a lot after his return this time, and I'm truly guilty about it. His relationship with his Dad has deteriorated to quite an extent, resulting in a major allowance cut, having to find his own transport if his uncle borrows his car, less conversations with his Dad, and Dearie has decided to move out from his Dad's and live with his Mum.
"Will u leave me now that I can't afford to give u the best?" he asked. I felt like hugging him after hearing how sad he sounded. It must be difficult for him, especially when he's so used to splurging without having to think at all before. He sounded really down and guilty when he told me that he can't afford to take me for my dream spa and facial sessions in the 5 star hotels and I'll have to be prepared that my trip to China this time will be different from the last. I guess it's understandable. With the limited allowance he's got now, it'll be difficult to buy lots of clothes for me, take me to very posh restaurants for meals, and posh KTV lounges.
Honestly, I'll be lying if I were to say money isn't important to a relationship and that I don't fancy having a rich bf. But after more than 2 yrs together, it's more about feelings than the money now. I love him, and I won't leave him just because he can't afford to give me the luxurious life I want. It's a difficult period for him, and it's my duty to stay and go through it with him...besides...all these happened because of me.
I'm still excited to see him soon, and I'm really contented enough to spend time with him, and have nice, simple meals with him. The situation could have be worse, and I think we should be thanking our lucky stars that at least it isn't the worst yet.
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