"What are u doing this weekend?" asked my darling.
Sigh....seriously, I don't know. Seems like I'm the only one around this weekend (oh..maybe not..cos one of my flatmate is on call this weekend!). Darling suggested that I should go take a walk in Cardiff, but I rather not. I got pretty depressed on Monday when I was in Cardiff, that I just went back to my hotel after walking on the streets in 2 hours and refused to get out of the room for the rest of the day. Everywhere I go in Cardiff just reminds me of him, and I feel more lonely than ever now that I'll have to walk alone in the streets in Cardiff alone.
In fact, I was so busy that I haven't had much time to think about my weekend plans. I was supposed to sleep after watching a VCD last night, but I found myself waking up with my spectacles still on in the middle of the night. Was quite surprised by it, since I thought I must have taken off my specs before sleeping and I didn't even recall myself dozing off. Turned to look at my laptop, and realised that it's still on. So...looks like I actually fell asleep without even knowing. Dangerous manz...cos I could have woken up late for work this morning since I hadn't set my morning alarm.
Actually, all I want is to spend my weekend talking to Dearie, my family and friends. It makes me happy to know that I'm not on call this weekend, and that means I'll be able to stay in my room and chat early with them. But it saddens me a little to know that Dearie will be busy studying for his Oracle exams. He has fallen ill again too. I feel really sorry to keep him awake till quite late in the night to talk to me, but seriously, I don't get to leave the wards until quite late everyday since there r so many things for me to finish. He did mention that he can't take it anymore staying up for me, and I was quite sad when I heard that. Can't blame him though. I've tried really hard to finish up everything as early as I can, but I still find myself staying way past 5pm. Sigh.
Quite a few frustrations at work today. Don't really want to talk much about it. But thank goodness, I have some support from the nurses. It's amazing how "R u alright, my love?" and "Don't worry. We'll help you in any way we can." from the nurses bring me comfort. The hospital is in absolute chaos since everyone just started their jobs. But I think it'll all be well in no time. Crossing my fingers..
I think I've made quite a bit of improvement in writing up drug charts and blood forms. At least I can see myself completing them faster and faster now. Consoling myself that putting me through this is going to be good for me since it'll make me a more efficient worker in future.
Perhaps I can spend my weekend organising my patient list, and write up my job list for Monday. That, hopefully, will make my job easier and more organised on Monday, which will be extremely important since I'll be handling the wards plus be on call that day.
Sigh....seriously, I don't know. Seems like I'm the only one around this weekend (oh..maybe not..cos one of my flatmate is on call this weekend!). Darling suggested that I should go take a walk in Cardiff, but I rather not. I got pretty depressed on Monday when I was in Cardiff, that I just went back to my hotel after walking on the streets in 2 hours and refused to get out of the room for the rest of the day. Everywhere I go in Cardiff just reminds me of him, and I feel more lonely than ever now that I'll have to walk alone in the streets in Cardiff alone.
In fact, I was so busy that I haven't had much time to think about my weekend plans. I was supposed to sleep after watching a VCD last night, but I found myself waking up with my spectacles still on in the middle of the night. Was quite surprised by it, since I thought I must have taken off my specs before sleeping and I didn't even recall myself dozing off. Turned to look at my laptop, and realised that it's still on. So...looks like I actually fell asleep without even knowing. Dangerous manz...cos I could have woken up late for work this morning since I hadn't set my morning alarm.
Actually, all I want is to spend my weekend talking to Dearie, my family and friends. It makes me happy to know that I'm not on call this weekend, and that means I'll be able to stay in my room and chat early with them. But it saddens me a little to know that Dearie will be busy studying for his Oracle exams. He has fallen ill again too. I feel really sorry to keep him awake till quite late in the night to talk to me, but seriously, I don't get to leave the wards until quite late everyday since there r so many things for me to finish. He did mention that he can't take it anymore staying up for me, and I was quite sad when I heard that. Can't blame him though. I've tried really hard to finish up everything as early as I can, but I still find myself staying way past 5pm. Sigh.
Quite a few frustrations at work today. Don't really want to talk much about it. But thank goodness, I have some support from the nurses. It's amazing how "R u alright, my love?" and "Don't worry. We'll help you in any way we can." from the nurses bring me comfort. The hospital is in absolute chaos since everyone just started their jobs. But I think it'll all be well in no time. Crossing my fingers..
I think I've made quite a bit of improvement in writing up drug charts and blood forms. At least I can see myself completing them faster and faster now. Consoling myself that putting me through this is going to be good for me since it'll make me a more efficient worker in future.
Perhaps I can spend my weekend organising my patient list, and write up my job list for Monday. That, hopefully, will make my job easier and more organised on Monday, which will be extremely important since I'll be handling the wards plus be on call that day.
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