Bah! I can't believe how stupid I am!!!!
I happily came online in my room, thinking that air con is on, until I started realising it's still pretty hot (and humid). And I thought perhaps I should turn it stronger.
After 10 minutes, I'm still feeling warm, and I was even starting to sweat. "What the hell is wrong with my air con today?" I was pondering for a minute (my room's known as the North Pole in my house). Looked up at my aircon, only to realise that I didn't even turn it on in the first place!!!!
WHAT THE...!!!!
I'm feeling all excited about Dearie's arrival tmr. Muahaha..my wait has been long enough (yah lah, I know it's only a week ago since I last saw him), considering the fact that I see him almost 24 hours a day, 7 days a week. Besides, we do almost everything together. And I know this sounds gross, but even when he's making his big one, I'm somewhere nearby (pinching my nose of course) chatting with him since he claims that he's bored while sitting on the toilet bowl.
6 months since I last returned to Sg, but everything seems a little alien to me. Shopping malls have changed so much that I got "lost" a few times. Visiting my grandparents this time felt different too. I've grown so much quieter, and I could feel the distance of our bond widening. I haven't spent a lot of time with my family this time too. I'm always in my room, and perhaps my years in the UK have made me so accustomed to being alone in a world of my own, that getting me to get out has become difficult.
Maybe it's because of my years of reliance on Dearie, that I feel less enthusiastic to do certain things alone. Meals, despite eaten in proper restaurants and clean environments, don't taste as good as the ordinary fare we prepared for ourselves in the UK. I miss the days whereby I'll be watching drama with him while eating, and then taking a short nap after my meal before plunging into the books till the wee hours. I get really bored and lifeless if he doesn't call me or chat with me for a day when he's not around too.
I'm so glad he'll be here tmr. My source of energy. And the itinery I've made is almost done. Finally, I'll be able to chat with him until I doze off again, and wake up beside him! :)
I happily came online in my room, thinking that air con is on, until I started realising it's still pretty hot (and humid). And I thought perhaps I should turn it stronger.
After 10 minutes, I'm still feeling warm, and I was even starting to sweat. "What the hell is wrong with my air con today?" I was pondering for a minute (my room's known as the North Pole in my house). Looked up at my aircon, only to realise that I didn't even turn it on in the first place!!!!
WHAT THE...!!!!
I'm feeling all excited about Dearie's arrival tmr. Muahaha..my wait has been long enough (yah lah, I know it's only a week ago since I last saw him), considering the fact that I see him almost 24 hours a day, 7 days a week. Besides, we do almost everything together. And I know this sounds gross, but even when he's making his big one, I'm somewhere nearby (pinching my nose of course) chatting with him since he claims that he's bored while sitting on the toilet bowl.
6 months since I last returned to Sg, but everything seems a little alien to me. Shopping malls have changed so much that I got "lost" a few times. Visiting my grandparents this time felt different too. I've grown so much quieter, and I could feel the distance of our bond widening. I haven't spent a lot of time with my family this time too. I'm always in my room, and perhaps my years in the UK have made me so accustomed to being alone in a world of my own, that getting me to get out has become difficult.
Maybe it's because of my years of reliance on Dearie, that I feel less enthusiastic to do certain things alone. Meals, despite eaten in proper restaurants and clean environments, don't taste as good as the ordinary fare we prepared for ourselves in the UK. I miss the days whereby I'll be watching drama with him while eating, and then taking a short nap after my meal before plunging into the books till the wee hours. I get really bored and lifeless if he doesn't call me or chat with me for a day when he's not around too.
I'm so glad he'll be here tmr. My source of energy. And the itinery I've made is almost done. Finally, I'll be able to chat with him until I doze off again, and wake up beside him! :)
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