I am falling deeper and deeper into it, and last night was the 1st time I could truly say I feel secured when he asked if I was.

My relationship with him is getting better and better as the days pass, despite little squabbles, and I do hope it stays this way. His hugs, his words, his touch and his eyes tells me all that I wish to know, the way I wish to feel. And I am glad when he told me that he feels very secure having me by his side.

Though we can't deny the fact that we have a long way to go and we can't even carry out any serious future plans like how other couples can, I guess we just have to be contented with the way we are now and keeping the trust we have in each other.

Haven't been feeling my best. Malaise setting in, and for the fact that I was running a fever and having terrible headaches over the weekend, does make me worry of some viral infection I probably caught from the kiddies on the wards. Starting to cough now, and my throat does feel slightly sore. Nose bled on Sunday as well. Not to mention that the weather has been pretty erratic recently, with sudden frosty wintry weathers to sudden bright and sunny days.

It's pretty nice to fall ill. Good excuse for a lay in, but this is definitely not the best time for it. Got loads to revise, and it doesn't help feeling lethargic every evening when I get home, and all I do is sleep for hours, and continue being drowsy when he wakes me up from my suppose-to-be nap.

Shall try to overcome this today. Shall take a short nap before trying to endure the rest of the evening without sleep. I don't really wanna leave him doing his work alone in my room, while I just get nicely cuddled up and sleep. Makes me feel like as if I'm not working hand-in-hand with him.