I don't know if I'm having regrets now, but the thought about the consequences now scares me to bits. I don't know who else to talk to about this matter and no way can I tell my parents about it.

I know panicking and worrying about it isn't gonna help and might make my current problem worse, but it's freaking crucial and I can't help it can I?

I just hope it really is nothing....I really really hope...