Just before dinner..

I know I should be more focussed and just get on with studying, rather than blogging.

But aiyah..while waiting for Dan to call and go "You wanna eat dinner already?" (I got a feeling he's on strike today...*lol*), I shall just get release some thoughts for this evening.

Here I am feeling quite excited over someone's misery. Sounds mean? I definitely think so. Tony's finally coming to UK to study, but of all places, he had to go to Imperial College. It is a MAJOR MISTAKE, and he has admitted it..haha. Good that he knows what a big fault he made. He could have just made sure I was definitely in Cardiff, before he went to accept IC before anything else. If only he did, he would and confirm be in Cardiff with me. Oh well..so off to London he'll be tmr and that leaves me like 3.5 hrs from him by the coach. But I will make an effort to go down occasionally to visit him..and he better do the same. Or else I'll go tell all the BV ppl how he mistreat me in UK...and ask the gang to boycott him.. :P

He's feeling terribly sad abt it since he's so close to his family. And here I am sounding so happy that it's a day before he arrives. Kinda understand how he feels. I promise I won't neglect him in UK..and I certainly hope he won't leave me alone either. But then..aiyah..I better don't get too excited..or else I might end up feeling disappointed at the end (cos ppl come here got new friends liao then dun hiu me much le...)

While msn-ing with Dad this evening made me cry. It's not because I miss home all of a sudden, but I feel very hurt whenever Dad thinks about how he will be living when he's old, being unable to depend on me or my brother etc. I have never ever thought about throwing my parents aside, and even though I do lose my temper on them when I'm in a bad mood, they mean a lot to me. No one can ever replace them. If there was one thing I ever feel blessed abt in my life, is to have my parents and my brother. Despite me assuring Dad that my brother and I will solve these problems in the near future, I can't help reminding myself that I owe my entire life or more to him. And that really got me emotional. I really love my parents and brother very much.

Ok, back to studying and waiting for my room phone to ring...hehehe...