It isn't u who is the only one being frustrated. Even if the fact that I'm sacrificing my sleep just to call u means nothing to u, even if having me returning home after work and dozing off immediately without even changing and eating dinner means nothing to u, at least the least u can do is to not shout at me and say u're finding it a pain that I'm calling u before work. Do u think I like it too? But what other choices have I got if u're always busy during weekends, and by the time I finish work and rush home, u'll be asleep?

And do u think u're the only pissed off about your job problem? Do I not feel guilty that because of me, u have to job hunt, when u could sit comfortably in your government office and continue living your life like a prince? Just like u, I feel insecure too. Yet I can't even talk to u about it because u dread me mentioning abt it. And everyday, I feel like as if I'm living my life with u without a proper direction. Sometimes, I don't even know what I am doing. Neither do I know what you're thinking. Neither do I know how to talk to u in order not to aggravate u. I'm not asking for anything to happen now even if I want to. I will be happy enough being given a direction and know where we're heading.