Our One Year together

Changed the template to one of the typical Blogger's one since I'm too lazy to find a nice skin, and I thought I shall just live with this till I get sick of it.

Sorry Huishan for not being able to tag me cos the chatbox turned faulty for some reason. Leave your messages under "Comments" even if it's irrelevant ok?

I've been the slackiest ever, and honestly, I am enjoying and hating it. I'm supposed to be getting my project done this semester, but till now, nothing has been done! Dread it since I end up spending up my time rotting away, sleeping, eating, etc. I must start doing something, even if it's not the project..revise for Final MB. 7 more months for it..and time is running out (yet I'm not panicking yet...grrr)

I had a great weekend. Went to London (again!) with my boy to attend the SMSL talk regarding medical careers in Singapore, and since it's our 1 year together, we decided to make the weekend our celebration.

Nothing romantic actually. Nothing like those that will touch girls like crazy. We just spent a night in a very very nice hotel, and we love the room very much.

There's nothing much to blog about our 1st year anniversary celebration, apart from having very good duck rice and dim sum, and going window shopping.

1 year together, and I still love him despite our differences. And even though I'm still struggling with try to accept these (sigh..)

Honestly, I had these all planned because I know he wouldn't have done anything. I'll be lying if I said I don't feel a thing at all. I even took up the courage to say "Do you anything planned for our 1st yr celebration?", only to hear a disappointing "No". I completely regretted asking.

I wanted to express how disappointed I was, but it's pretty pointless as I'm sure he wouldn't console me. I only mentioned that I wished he would be a bit more like other guys, and he just went to sleep. It has always been like that for the past year, and each time I feel upset or disappointed, I'll have to get it over with myself. At times, I don't think I feel that I'm attached (shh..).

To me, it's the 2nd time I ever got past 1 year in a relationship, and hence, is a big deal to me. To him, it's his 1st time since it's his 1st time in a relationship. So naturally, it should be an exciting affair to us, but...nothing at all.

Imagine if the 2nd yr, 3rd yr, 4th yr celebrations are the same as the 1st.... (sometimes, i wish my bf can be more interesting)