Bored!!!!
I'm freaking bored and I am wondering where are my chatty friends. They always seem to be msging when I'm busy with something, and when I'm bored..bah...not even 1 in sight!!!!
"Go find your bf lah!" a friend said when I told him I'm bored.
But I'm not tempted to at all. I just get more bored being told that there's nothing to be bored about and watching him doing his research.
I got so sianz this evening that I wasn't even in the mood to cook even though I'm hungry. I love eating out because it's not so much of a hassle. Am craving for some food, and honestly, I am dying to have someone go out and eat with me (even though it was only 2 days ago when I was out eating). Dare not ask him cos I don't want to hear a negative answer (I know it'll make me more sianz).
There is so many things I feel like doing, but I did not ask him at all, all in fear of hearing "I'm busy". Actually, I am craving for desserts now..I want to eat chocolate fondue, but how to ask him to go with me?
He asked me why do I look so moody these few days. How can I answer that question? If I tell him I'm bored because our relationship is getting more and more boring, it'll lead to a major quarrel, but that's a fact! I still cannot get over the bloody fact abt how boring my 1st year celebration is with him. I know it's a pain having me as a girlfriend since I'm so hyper and I get bored quickly and easily, but that's how I am. I need someone interesting and hyper to make me feel alive as a person.
I feel so suffocated the entire day today. I want so much to go and tell my bf what I'm moody about, and that I'm desperately hoping he'll be more sensitive towards me and how I'm dying to bring some life into our relationship. I guess all these things made me think too much. I started becoming more sensitive towards every differences we have, and again, the "Is he the one?" question popped out. I hate it whenever this question comes into my head.
Am I PMS-ing again, or is it not that simple?
"Go find your bf lah!" a friend said when I told him I'm bored.
But I'm not tempted to at all. I just get more bored being told that there's nothing to be bored about and watching him doing his research.
I got so sianz this evening that I wasn't even in the mood to cook even though I'm hungry. I love eating out because it's not so much of a hassle. Am craving for some food, and honestly, I am dying to have someone go out and eat with me (even though it was only 2 days ago when I was out eating). Dare not ask him cos I don't want to hear a negative answer (I know it'll make me more sianz).
There is so many things I feel like doing, but I did not ask him at all, all in fear of hearing "I'm busy". Actually, I am craving for desserts now..I want to eat chocolate fondue, but how to ask him to go with me?
He asked me why do I look so moody these few days. How can I answer that question? If I tell him I'm bored because our relationship is getting more and more boring, it'll lead to a major quarrel, but that's a fact! I still cannot get over the bloody fact abt how boring my 1st year celebration is with him. I know it's a pain having me as a girlfriend since I'm so hyper and I get bored quickly and easily, but that's how I am. I need someone interesting and hyper to make me feel alive as a person.
I feel so suffocated the entire day today. I want so much to go and tell my bf what I'm moody about, and that I'm desperately hoping he'll be more sensitive towards me and how I'm dying to bring some life into our relationship. I guess all these things made me think too much. I started becoming more sensitive towards every differences we have, and again, the "Is he the one?" question popped out. I hate it whenever this question comes into my head.
Am I PMS-ing again, or is it not that simple?
7 Comments:
hey gal..why sound so bored? haha.. it means u are very free.. give me yr time sia.. :p
Haha you can always send me an email if you feel bored and I can guarantee that I will get back to you with something interesting within 24 hours! =p
Hmm like I say in a previous comment, good guys are boring, this is sort of a universal truth? Haha yah I agree that you really think too much cos this kind of negative thoughts is unhealthy to the relationship.
Well maybe think about it this way, each person has his unique strengths and weaknesses, magnify his good points and diminish the bad ones, hopefully things are better?
Try to think simple cos it makes your life easier. =]
shan, if u dun watch so much tv, then u will have more time le..hehe. r ur exams coming? seems like vic n hocksoon in ntu are piahing. reckon urs coming soon too right?
julian, thanks :)
i didn't know that good guys are boring, but my bf just told me just now tt he thinks our rship is getting boring. so it looks like it isn't just me.
Haha this is interesting cos you two are in the same wavelength! Well if both find it boring then perhaps both are just abit lazy to create atmosphere?
Well I guess any usual relationship will have several stages. Haha cannot expect to always stay in the honeymoon 1st stage right? Things get stable after a while and a couple needs to adapt accordingly in order to proceed to the next one so that the love gets more mature and strengthed. =]
Hmm think about it as eating a piece of dark chocolate, 1st taste is good, slowly it gets real bitter but hang on, dont spit it out at this moment cos only if you can pull through the bitterness, you will realise the ultimate sweatness right at the end when you reach the core of it. =D
there was never a honeymoon to begin with.
and he told me we need to think over our rship, whether we should be together or not.
oh... wah so serious ah... hmm then I dont comment further about this liao, all the best my friend! =]
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