Almost fainted..no joke..

I just woke up abt 45 mins ago. I was supposed to wake up at 8am, and I am sure I was able to, but something happened which stopped me.

I woke up at 7+am feeling a very very VERY bad cramp in my lower abdomen. It was so painful that I was woken up by it and I was tossing and turning on my bed continously and coiling up as much as I could, but it did not ease the pain.

I thought of getting my medicine to eat, but it was in the cupboard, and my vision was slowly dying out, so I thought maybe going to the toilet to shit might be better. I definitely didn't want to anyhow pop some pill which I can't even see clearly into my mouth. I've got loads and LOADS of pills in my cupboard...NOT ILLEGAL DRUGS OF COURSE!

So there I was up on my weak feet, took my toilet roll from my book shelf and was on my way to the toilet, but suddenly everything blacked out..and all I knew was that I was banging onto anything around me. I stumbled to go to the toilet, but I kept knocking into things and falling down so many times. I must have made lots of noise while going down the stairs to the toilet because I heard my housemate got up in a shocked "Huh?!" tone in his room. I didn't ask for help. I struggled and when I saw light again, I was clinging onto the toilet's door knob. How did I actually make my way there? I really can't remember. And how long was I clinging onto the knob? I am not sure either. I tried to get up on my feet to go into the toilet, but all I managed to do was collapse onto the trashbin and the next thing I knew, I was lying on the toilet floor. I was sweating profusely and I felt that I would die any moment. That was really how I felt. I got worried as well, because I just got into this state all of a sudden.

I've been having very bad headaches recently too. It's not stress related I'm sure. I'm seriously wondering about my blood pressure. Dad said it might by high blood, but I'm starting to think otherwise..maybe low blood! I can be extremely normal, but once I bend down, my head hurts badly.

Back to the topic, I tried to get up to my feet again by grabbing onto the heater next to me, but I couldn't at all..I was TOOOOOOOOOOO weak to do so, so I laid on the floor for a while until I think my vision got stable enough, and soon, my 2nd attempt of getting back on my feet succeeded. I managed to do my business, which was horrible..shan't describe it. Then I went to take a look at myself in the mirror, to make sure I didn't cause any big injury to myself despite banging onto anything around me. Gosh, I saw a very pale girl in the mirror. My lips was purplish!!!! So looks like I was really in a bad shape.

Waited quite some time in the toilet before I made my way back to my room. Swallowed a panadol down, talked to Jason (who got so worried about me when I sms him. he called immediately manz!), and dozed off again.

Now I'm looking better. Lips regained its colour, but I'm still feeling weak. My head still hurts a little bit.

I hope I get well soon. I still got papers on Tuesday and it's really not the time for me to get admitted into hospital or fall really really ill. (I actually wanted to go to the hospital just now, but once I thought about my exams, I changed my mind).

Hopefully nothing major is going on with my health. It seemed to be going downhill over the past few mths. I'm afraid to go for a check up. Maybe I'm just scaring myself tt there is something wrong with me, when there isn't. Whateva it is, I just have to get well..at least till I go back to sg for summer.