A plate of fried rice with my favourite Xiao Long Bao brought back memories of my days with J.

I haven't had these in Crystal Jade for a very long time, partly because it brought back memories.

And 6 yrs later, served on the table were the fried rice and XLB, with him to enjoy them again with me.

Although the fried rice didn't taste as nice as before, it still brought back fond memories.

He asked to hold my hands during the bus trip back. And I obliged.

It was a familiar feeling. It has been a long time since I last felt it. I felt secure, but it had to end when we got off the bus.

I don't really know what I'm doing anymore....