I missed the first snow fall this year again and woke up feeling disappointed.

This year's snowfall is important to me, and despite feeling extremely exhausted, I wanted to stay up to wait for it, but because my cramps were so bad, I had to rest.

And when my darling woke up and looked out of the window this morning, he was amazed to see everywhere covered in white snow. He woke me up, and I felt really sad when I saw it. I missed it again this year.

The snowfall wasn't very heavy, so despite me taking the day off from school partly because of my bad cramps, we still couldn't go to the park to throw snowballs at each other. I want so badly to build a snowman with someone I love.

Hopefully it will snow very heavily during the weekend...