I cannot believe that it's the 25th now. Xmas. And I'll be 24 tmr....

I just woke up and had slept past dinner and of course, midnight. I wasn't in the mood to be counting down, and to be opening presents under the xmas tree in my house. Something is missing.

Maybe because he's not here. Maybe it's because it's my "last xmas" here. I don't know.

I felt bored the entire day when I really wanted to be happy. Felt so much better when he suddenly came online. And just when I was feeling really bored, he said, "Guess what I've got you? I bought it just now."

I got excited and smiled. I love surprises. I started guessing and guessing, but got them all wrong.

It was Sims 2!!! He said I've mentioned that I wanna buy it to try, because Lemon told me how fun it was...and also, he was kinda sianz of watching me play Neopets.

I was touched. It's his 2nd surprise to me this time. The 1st was a box of Ferrero Rocher, which I accidentally saw while he was trying to hide it away from me. He bought it when I commented that I have a sudden craving for chocolates.

I am happy that my rship is starting to go on the right track again, and it is slowly making me regain my confidence, which is what I need.