I wish I knew what he is thinking.

Somehow, I know my boy is troubled..or rather..having unsaid thoughts. He hasn't really been himself tonight and I wish I knew why. I started becoming clowny just to cheer him up, which did make him laugh but at the same time, he thinks I'm full of shit. Oh well..

Perhaps he's in a dilemma of what decision he should make...

To stay in Cardiff with me till I finish my studies?
To go to another part of UK to get another Masters or MPhil?
To continue staying in UK till I am done with both my studies and housemanship?
To go back to China and work?
To go to America and study?

I guess I can't deny I wish I can have him by my side throughout my remaining years in UK, but at the same time, I hope he can make a decision which will allow him to have a better future.

Or perhaps he's just feeling that his studies in UK is a waste of his time since he's always complaining about how slack his coursemates are etc. My boy likes a challenge, and I guess his course isn't challenging enough for him. And the assignments he's gotta do are pointless...which is shitty.

I need some inspiration, to make my boy smile again. What should I do?