In an attempt to curb my insecurity and my beginning of turning paranoid, I shall blog down everything that he has done for me (as far as my memory doesn't fail me):

1. He picks me up after my school from the bus stop everyday during his winter break.
2. He made roast duck for me because he knows I miss the one in Bayswater.
3. He made his 1st attempt to cook for a girl, and I was the girl.
4. He bought me an iPod Nano and a bouquet of roses for my bday.
5. He planned to have candlelight dinner with me (he'll cook the food) in his flat to celebrate my bday (but I ruined it because I wanted to go to a restaurant since he nv told me that was his plan which was meant to be a surprise, and hence, I mistook and thought he didn't cared about celebrating my bday).
6. When I lost my keys, he went to the city to search for it even though it was to no avail.
7. He cooked me a nice meal whenever I am having a bad day at school.
8. He carries supermarket bags for me now even though he dreads and whines the entire evening about it when we were just friends.
9. He accompanies me to walk around the entire city centre just because I needed to buy something, and even though he hates my character of not buying the thing I needed even after I have spent hours walking around, he still did it despite grumbling.
10. He accompanies me to watch movies I want to watch.
11. He doesn't make me feel alone.
12. He calls me whenever he thinks my school ends a bit later than usual and was wondering if I am on my way home.
13. He accompanies me to the laundry each time he knows I'm washing my clothes, so that he can carry my big bag of laundry to my room.
14. He calls me practically everyday when I went back to Sg.
15. He takes care of me when I am ill or having cramps, by cooking me milk porridge and making sure I am well tucked into bed before leaving.
16. He accompanied me to the hospital because I didn't feel like going to school alone, and spent hours reading in the library just to wait for me to finish school.
17. He offered to buy me a nice sweater just because he couldn't stand me not wearing much during Winter and couldn't stand my stinginess of not wanting to buy anything for myself.
18. He took me out for dinner because I was sad about losing my key.
19. He offered to pay half the cost to replace my lost key, which I rejected, and decided to spend about the same amount on dinner so that he can "share" my loss.
20. He hugged me to bed when I was under a lot of stress in school.
21. He bought me Ferrero Rocher and Haagan Daaz Ice cream when he noticed me always looking at it in the supermarket, but ending up either not buying it, or buying a cheaper similarity.
22. He secretly put in extra packets of instant noodles into my shopping bag so that I can try more flavours without having to buy them.
23. He bought me a very pretty box so that I can keep the roses in it when I have dried them.
24. He called home to find a remedy of getting rid of a bone that got stuck on my throat which hurt for more than a week, when eating rice doesn't even get rid of it.
25. He visits me every night before he goes to bed, no matter how busy or stressed he is.
26. He copied mp3 into my laptop because he was worried I'll be bored listening to the same old songs I have got.
27. He cooked milk congee for me when I was ill.
28. He specially got "The Myth" from his friend because he knew I was dying to watch it.
29. He took off his jacket and let me wear it when I was freezing in the cold.
30. He would unzip his jacket, "hide" me within his jacket, and hug me tightly when I'm very cold.
31. He would help tuck my jeans nicely into my boots whenever I can't do it properly.
32. He smses me once in a while to see how I am.

I'm sure there are many more..but I can't think of it at the moment...

I feel fortunate. And it's time I try to stop feeling insecure.

What more can I ask for from such a guy?