Mood swings

It's such a bad day to talk to me, especially tonight.

My mind's very disturbed and hence, I am currently very temperamental. You got it right, I'm just gonna vent my frustration here and then shoo off to slp...best remedy.

I have no idea what's going on with me today. Must be PMS (I think). I lost my temper quite a few times today for no reason.

I was fine during lunch with Mum, then started getting irritated easily after that. Started grumbling when she made me walk around Taka looking for Larry Jewelry without knowing where it is. She got so pissed that she actually scolded me. I deserve it don't I? Sigh.

Then throughout the day, there were issues which made me totally lose my mood, shan't talk about it though.

I did feel better after getting a pedicure done and a bit of shopping with Mum. I got to save money cos she paid for it..but hey, don't get me wrong. That's NOT the reason why I felt better. I just felt pleased having a new colour on my ugly toes.

2nd round in the evening when I got frustrated cos I was asked to wait. I don't even know why I got frustrated...sheesh. Ok, the wait was VERY long, but it's not my friend's fault, and there isn't even a reason to be pissed.. *rolls eyes*

3rd round. Checked Friendster cos there are msges for me. One of which is from a guy I have known before I entered Uni. I'm SO AMAZED that he's still reminding me about the zoo trip, which was like bloody 3 yrs ago. Why does this person always wanna go to the zoo??!?!?! Besides, it's like 3 years ago, why can't he just forget about it?! Every time he gets in touch with me, it'll be about the ZOO!!!!! Argh.

I got so pissed that I told him that I'm NOT going to the zoo, and I don't want to go anywhere either (just in case he suggests Jurong Bird Park or the Reptile Park -.-). Basically, I'm NOT interested in going out with him cos he pisses me most of the time. I'm sounding damn evil today, but it's a fact. I just can't stand it when people pester me non-stop (and I really mean NON-STOP..like everyday..or even a few times a day) about this outing and that outing. I just can't understand why some people can't understand the meaning of "NO" if I have stated it so clearly in every conversation.

So this person knows I'm back in sg now (oh manz..pls save me). I hope he doesn't come calling me again and again like before...it gets on my nerves.

And what's more pissing is that he had to say, "I think you broke up (again) right?". What's the "again" supposed to mean? I think being reminded of my break up is fine, but I don't think I need the "again". I gladly admit that my rships are short-lived, but is it of any concern of his? I would appreciate it if he would just keep his sarcastic comments to himself, and leave me alone. I don't need this type of concern.

I shouldn't be talking bad about others about my blog. Reason why I'm doing this now is because I'm PISSED, and I don't think I have to be so nice to assholes. But I won't go blogging mean things about people I regard as friends. This, I promise...