Why do they have to come all together?

It seems like problems happen together as the same time. My life recently is HELL...trust me..it is..

I'll have to rush down to the hospital later because something happened to my granny. But to me, it's more than just visiting her. It's who I'll bump into later.

I don't understand why everything had to happen at the same time. A stay I've looked forward to has gone totally insane. Now I'm wondering if my stay was a right choice made. If I had taken the 2nd option, I wouldn't have been back..and even if I did come back for a few days, I would have went back to UK a few days ago.

I don't know anymore. Just like someone dear to me, I need support, but I can't tell anyone how I truly feel deep down.

I won't give up. I won't let myself fall. I have to try..I have to...

Be strong Michelle. Be strong..