Medical checkup
Had Xiao Long Bao with Mum today. She met me after my jap class so that she can go with me to the gynaecologist. I didn't enjoy my lunch. It was at Ding Tai Fung. I was reluctant to go there even though I love xiao long baos, but I didn't want to end up suggesting a place when I had no idea where else to go. She'll probably start making noise, so to save my ears, I just went there to meet her.
Went to the gynae. Had a lot of stares at people. Perhaps I was being too sensitive, but it's kinda odd for someone my age going to see a gynae. The patients were giving me a funny look..maybe they thought I'm pregnant..and worse, since I'm with my mum and not with a guy, they might even mistake that I'm an unwed mum! That'll be bad. You know lah, the first thing people ask when you tell them u're seeing a gynae is "YOU'RE PREGNANT??!?!?!!?" -.- So here I'm making it clear...NO I AM NOT..and I didn't go to see the gynae cos of that.
It was a long wait before my turn, so I kept myself busy by studying my Jap and looking around. Spotted young mums with their big tummies, enjoying the way their husband dote them. Then there were some carrying their little ones. They're adorable. Innocent and chubby. I love it when they open their big eyes and look at you in a curious way, like as if they are trying to study and memorise your features. I even played with a baby, but I nearly made him cry. I didn't bully him ok...I think babies just don't like me. It's not the first time anyway.
How is it like to be a mother? How is it like to find out how the little one is doing inside you? Watching these women suddenly made me feel the joy and urge to be a mother, but the moment I thought about that video I watched in Year 2 during a lecture................ok...end of fantasy.
Collected my jeans at Plaza Singapura after the check up. My mood changed when I went there. I just wanted to go c0llect my stuff and go home. But Mum wanted to shop AGAIN. And I felt irritated. I stood outside the shops waiting for her most of the time, and I guessed she knew I wasn't happy cos I sounded irritated and I didn't talk much anymore.
Actually I was quite fed up with her at the clinic already. She's weird. Always giving me the rude tone when I didn't even provoke her. I didn't like it, and just told her straight off. Kinda rude of me, but she does that all the time. I wasn't even in the mood to argue with her. I'm too exhausted today to do so cos I had a terrible night. In fact, I wish she didn't talk much to me. I wasn't feeling proper ever since I went to Ding Tai Fung already.
Better stop here, or else I'm gonna sound like I've got PMS..ok..maybe some ppl already think I have PMS..
TV or a short nap?
Went to the gynae. Had a lot of stares at people. Perhaps I was being too sensitive, but it's kinda odd for someone my age going to see a gynae. The patients were giving me a funny look..maybe they thought I'm pregnant..and worse, since I'm with my mum and not with a guy, they might even mistake that I'm an unwed mum! That'll be bad. You know lah, the first thing people ask when you tell them u're seeing a gynae is "YOU'RE PREGNANT??!?!?!!?" -.- So here I'm making it clear...NO I AM NOT..and I didn't go to see the gynae cos of that.
It was a long wait before my turn, so I kept myself busy by studying my Jap and looking around. Spotted young mums with their big tummies, enjoying the way their husband dote them. Then there were some carrying their little ones. They're adorable. Innocent and chubby. I love it when they open their big eyes and look at you in a curious way, like as if they are trying to study and memorise your features. I even played with a baby, but I nearly made him cry. I didn't bully him ok...I think babies just don't like me. It's not the first time anyway.
How is it like to be a mother? How is it like to find out how the little one is doing inside you? Watching these women suddenly made me feel the joy and urge to be a mother, but the moment I thought about that video I watched in Year 2 during a lecture................ok...end of fantasy.
Collected my jeans at Plaza Singapura after the check up. My mood changed when I went there. I just wanted to go c0llect my stuff and go home. But Mum wanted to shop AGAIN. And I felt irritated. I stood outside the shops waiting for her most of the time, and I guessed she knew I wasn't happy cos I sounded irritated and I didn't talk much anymore.
Actually I was quite fed up with her at the clinic already. She's weird. Always giving me the rude tone when I didn't even provoke her. I didn't like it, and just told her straight off. Kinda rude of me, but she does that all the time. I wasn't even in the mood to argue with her. I'm too exhausted today to do so cos I had a terrible night. In fact, I wish she didn't talk much to me. I wasn't feeling proper ever since I went to Ding Tai Fung already.
Better stop here, or else I'm gonna sound like I've got PMS..ok..maybe some ppl already think I have PMS..
TV or a short nap?
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