Can't get to sleep..
Ok, exams are over and any soul in the bloody right mind would have an early night on the last day of exams isn't it? Conclusion..my mind's not right..geez..
Watched so many vcds today. Killed time by rewatching "Go on the Stage". I loved that show when I was watching it for the 1st time because it was about ballet! Then I kinda got sianz...I'm rewatching it mahz. Then suddenly remembered I've got this Korean drama series which I have not finished watching, titled "Since I met you". So just took it out to watch.
However, all's not about just rotting with my vcds. I did some work as well. Yup, work again. This time, a project. My final final FINAL 'masterpiece' to the end of Yr 3 (if I pass lah..).
I printed out all my completed survey forms, took a glance through some of it, planned how my journal article will look and bingo, I'm all ready to start typing and researching once I get up in the morning (er...more like noonz knowing what a pig I am).
Received a call. Had a not so pleasant conversation and I thought just let the night end this way, and perhaps, things will be better for me when the sun's up. So went to tuck myself to sleep, but couldn't. Mind felt heavy. I know I'm not alright. But I couldn't think, which was probably a good thing. Took a look at the photo in the photoframe on my bedside table, tossed n turned ard a bit, and I just got up. Decided to read a book. I never like reading books, but I'm not sure why I wanted to grab one of the books on my shelf to read.
Read "The Luck Factor". A book Grandaunt lent me ages ago. It's a book on psychology, written by this guy about his study done on Luck. Read the first 2 chapters only, but it was quite interesting. He gave lots of real life examples of the exceptionally lucky and the exceptionally unlucky. The part which made me giggle (pls don't say I'm mean..I couldn't help it) was when he gave a real life example of this woman who has been unlucky throughout her life. Since young, she's always hurting herself in accidents, had a serious head injury cos she hit a rock while picking daisies, etc. Then when she grew older, her love life was shit as well. Here comes the funny part. She was supposed to go on a blind date with a guy, but on the day itself, the guy met a motorcycle accident and broke both his legs. The 2nd time, she went for a date with another guy, and this guy rammed into a glass door, resulting in a broken nose. And 2 days before her wedding, the church in which the wedding was to be held in got burnt down by arsonists. Funny hor? Damn suay manz. And her driving was a total screw up too. She rammed her car into a wall on her driving test day and was made to pay for it, since the car was not insured properly (lame manz..), and her worst road accident was meeting 8 accidents on the road while driving on the same day. Can you believe it? 8!!! I wonder if she hit the headlines in the American newspaper for that..or is it British? Can't remember..
How about the lucky ones? President Truman was one of the examples given. Kate Moss was another. She was talent scouted while queueing up to catch a flight (I think) at JFK Airport with her dad. But the thing I don't agree is she was talented spotted cos of her striking looks????? My oh my..I never recalled that she was pretty..tall's the thing..but..*shrugs* Better don't criticise so much...she's a wellknown model now anyway.
Eyes got tired reading under a dim bedside light, so I closed up the book and tried to sleep once again. Didn't succeed, accounting to why I'm able to add a new entry to the blog.
I'm feeling sleepy, but just can't sleep. What should I do? No games to play either since I got pissed off downloading Gunbound into my new laptop, with credits going to the stupid fucked up NTL. Their connection SUX! To think they claim to be the best in UK..MY FOOT! So slow, disconnects all the time and expect us to pay for such lousy services..
Wanna talk cork to anyone in ICQ or MSN, but no one I'm comfortable with. Don't feel like going to IRC too. No wish to entertain some horny bastards who is still hard up for sex at this bright shiny hr of the day. Or to entertain some bo liao idiots who initiates a chat, then keeps mum throughout the conversation. What's the point right? Might as well don't message. Damn stupid. But ok lah, I used to be stupid before as well to entertain these people by giving the same treatment back to them.
The most ideal thing to do apart from the marvellous idea of going to sleep, is to do productive things like GO DO THE PROJECT. I'm feeling quite excited about doing it, but a bit funny to do it at this hour right? I might just end up typing the whole night through. I can actually happily read up some stuffs on venepunctures, cannulations, Staphylococcus Aureus etc now since I'm so free, but suan le. I rather 'talk' to myself here.
Been thinking about when to go for my next shopping spree. I know it never ends up as a spree unless I have set my mind to things I have to buy. 8 out of 10, it ends up being window shopping. I should take a walk I reckon. I have been indoors for too long, not that I don't like being indoors, it's just that I have to admit it's not healthy.
Have this sudden urge to call Mum to have our girly gossip session. She probably gonna complain about Dad offering to bring me to China, without even asking her along. Well, the both of them can go if they want. I'm sure Fred and I can settle our own meals and wash our own clothes. At least I think I can. So what;s the problem manz..apart from the ironing :X. If I'm gonna call her now, she might start nagging at me for not keeping to the regime Prof Kua has set for me. Come on lah, be realistic sometimes manz. It's not as if I don't want to sleep early during exam period. It's that I can't and even if I were to force myself to bed at 11.30pm, like as if I will definitely doze off. But I'll try my best to change my bad habit when I go back to Sg for summer. At least I know Daddy cum Nanny Phua will make sure I shoo off to bed by the allocated time (if I'm home at that time..hahaha) and come with that hot cup of milo (slurp!) the next morning.
Better shoo off to bed now. Sun's rising soon. Rambled enuff as well. Good night to me..
Watched so many vcds today. Killed time by rewatching "Go on the Stage". I loved that show when I was watching it for the 1st time because it was about ballet! Then I kinda got sianz...I'm rewatching it mahz. Then suddenly remembered I've got this Korean drama series which I have not finished watching, titled "Since I met you". So just took it out to watch.
However, all's not about just rotting with my vcds. I did some work as well. Yup, work again. This time, a project. My final final FINAL 'masterpiece' to the end of Yr 3 (if I pass lah..).
I printed out all my completed survey forms, took a glance through some of it, planned how my journal article will look and bingo, I'm all ready to start typing and researching once I get up in the morning (er...more like noonz knowing what a pig I am).
Received a call. Had a not so pleasant conversation and I thought just let the night end this way, and perhaps, things will be better for me when the sun's up. So went to tuck myself to sleep, but couldn't. Mind felt heavy. I know I'm not alright. But I couldn't think, which was probably a good thing. Took a look at the photo in the photoframe on my bedside table, tossed n turned ard a bit, and I just got up. Decided to read a book. I never like reading books, but I'm not sure why I wanted to grab one of the books on my shelf to read.
Read "The Luck Factor". A book Grandaunt lent me ages ago. It's a book on psychology, written by this guy about his study done on Luck. Read the first 2 chapters only, but it was quite interesting. He gave lots of real life examples of the exceptionally lucky and the exceptionally unlucky. The part which made me giggle (pls don't say I'm mean..I couldn't help it) was when he gave a real life example of this woman who has been unlucky throughout her life. Since young, she's always hurting herself in accidents, had a serious head injury cos she hit a rock while picking daisies, etc. Then when she grew older, her love life was shit as well. Here comes the funny part. She was supposed to go on a blind date with a guy, but on the day itself, the guy met a motorcycle accident and broke both his legs. The 2nd time, she went for a date with another guy, and this guy rammed into a glass door, resulting in a broken nose. And 2 days before her wedding, the church in which the wedding was to be held in got burnt down by arsonists. Funny hor? Damn suay manz. And her driving was a total screw up too. She rammed her car into a wall on her driving test day and was made to pay for it, since the car was not insured properly (lame manz..), and her worst road accident was meeting 8 accidents on the road while driving on the same day. Can you believe it? 8!!! I wonder if she hit the headlines in the American newspaper for that..or is it British? Can't remember..
How about the lucky ones? President Truman was one of the examples given. Kate Moss was another. She was talent scouted while queueing up to catch a flight (I think) at JFK Airport with her dad. But the thing I don't agree is she was talented spotted cos of her striking looks????? My oh my..I never recalled that she was pretty..tall's the thing..but..*shrugs* Better don't criticise so much...she's a wellknown model now anyway.
Eyes got tired reading under a dim bedside light, so I closed up the book and tried to sleep once again. Didn't succeed, accounting to why I'm able to add a new entry to the blog.
I'm feeling sleepy, but just can't sleep. What should I do? No games to play either since I got pissed off downloading Gunbound into my new laptop, with credits going to the stupid fucked up NTL. Their connection SUX! To think they claim to be the best in UK..MY FOOT! So slow, disconnects all the time and expect us to pay for such lousy services..
Wanna talk cork to anyone in ICQ or MSN, but no one I'm comfortable with. Don't feel like going to IRC too. No wish to entertain some horny bastards who is still hard up for sex at this bright shiny hr of the day. Or to entertain some bo liao idiots who initiates a chat, then keeps mum throughout the conversation. What's the point right? Might as well don't message. Damn stupid. But ok lah, I used to be stupid before as well to entertain these people by giving the same treatment back to them.
The most ideal thing to do apart from the marvellous idea of going to sleep, is to do productive things like GO DO THE PROJECT. I'm feeling quite excited about doing it, but a bit funny to do it at this hour right? I might just end up typing the whole night through. I can actually happily read up some stuffs on venepunctures, cannulations, Staphylococcus Aureus etc now since I'm so free, but suan le. I rather 'talk' to myself here.
Been thinking about when to go for my next shopping spree. I know it never ends up as a spree unless I have set my mind to things I have to buy. 8 out of 10, it ends up being window shopping. I should take a walk I reckon. I have been indoors for too long, not that I don't like being indoors, it's just that I have to admit it's not healthy.
Have this sudden urge to call Mum to have our girly gossip session. She probably gonna complain about Dad offering to bring me to China, without even asking her along. Well, the both of them can go if they want. I'm sure Fred and I can settle our own meals and wash our own clothes. At least I think I can. So what;s the problem manz..apart from the ironing :X. If I'm gonna call her now, she might start nagging at me for not keeping to the regime Prof Kua has set for me. Come on lah, be realistic sometimes manz. It's not as if I don't want to sleep early during exam period. It's that I can't and even if I were to force myself to bed at 11.30pm, like as if I will definitely doze off. But I'll try my best to change my bad habit when I go back to Sg for summer. At least I know Daddy cum Nanny Phua will make sure I shoo off to bed by the allocated time (if I'm home at that time..hahaha) and come with that hot cup of milo (slurp!) the next morning.
Better shoo off to bed now. Sun's rising soon. Rambled enuff as well. Good night to me..
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