It's a bit odd that I'm meeting Dearie tmr when something major just happened a few days ago. Knowing that it's going to be awkward seeing him at this point of time, I was planning to either cancel my air tix (which I realised was too late and I think giving up my free ticket for no reason is darn stupid, plus my parents would smell something fishy going on) or stay in a hotel and tour Beijing alone (chances are I'll probably spend my time in the hotel everyday).

But after all the discussions we had, I decided to shove everything aside and enjoy myself. It's pretty pointless travelling all the way there and feeling miserable anyway. I don't want to regret not spending quality time with him in future either, especially when I don't get to see him often at all.

Dearie says he's got tooo much to tell me, and he only wants to tell me about them face-to-face. Fine, shall give him the opportunity to let everything out when I'm there.

Kinda excited now. Few more hours, and I'll be seeing him again. Muahaha...I can relive the enjoyment I get being chauffered around while I admire the city, see my favourite road in Beijing, and trying hard to peek into the passengers in the cars next to us...hehehe. And of course, not forgetting the food I love there and the big comfy bed in Dearie's apartment (just the type I want cos it's got so many fat pillows on it)

Was busy packing just now. Grrr...I cannot understand why I feel really stressed up packing my luggage whenever I have to make a trip there. Spent hours trying to match clothes, shoes, accessories, etc. I know I'm not going there for a fashion show, but I am somehow dressed to be "watched". Quite sickening at times. Before going out everyday, I'll have to spend time putting make up, dressing up, and I can only go out when Dearie thinks I look good enough. The most stressful part of the day. But I don't deny that I do feel very much better about myself if I dress properly.

Anyway....

I totally adore my puppy. It's really small and playful. I had lots of fun cuddling it and feeding him food. Love it when he comes licking my fingers and legs too.

Mum claims that little Pan-Pan is closest to me in the family, since whenever he hears my voice or sees me, he'll start jumping and barking while wagging his tail. He refuses to go to sleep at night too if he knows I'm around, unless I ignore him.

Hehehe...shall ask Dearie to bring me to the pet shop, so that I can buy some toys and clothes for him. My puppy caught a cold after sleeping in the air-conditioned room. But he's just like a little baby...allowing my brother to cover him up with a blanket whilst he tries to sleep, and believe it or not, but my pup likes stacking cloths together to form a "pillow" for him to rest his head on to sleep.

Cute right? Can't wait to take him for small walks around the estate when he's slightly older.