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A Singaporean girl who graduated from a Medical College in the UK and currently working as a doctor, spending most of my years abroad burying myself amongst medical books, speaking Queen's English and trying to adapt to life in Britain. But I still remain a true blue Singaporean who loves my plate of char kway teow and enjoys the sense of closeness when speaking "Singlish" to my fellow countrymen. Why "The Chinese Doctor"? Because that's what my patients call me since they don't know my name!

Sunday, February 06, 2005

DEAD DISAPPOINTED!

***Warning: very very harsh entry. apologies ppl, that's a very straightforward me if I want to drill something in someone. this person should know who he is, so to the others, pls don't take offence (the person i'm targetting this entry at SHOULD NOT even feel offended cos everything is nothing but a fact)***

I am very very very disappointed with someone. I have always thought this person's old enough, mature enough, sensible enough to know what he's doing, but unfortunately NOT! YOU should know who YOU are.

I shall not tell u all the nice stories to make you feel better, cos they are ALL lies, and it's not gonna make matters look better, so I think I should just tell you everything directly..telling you straight about how disappointed I am with you, how you piss my ass off and how I am feeling about the whole issue.

It's not just you having a hard time. I am as well. Like I said, I have enough problems of my own. I do NOT need more, and if you think u do want to go on adding things to my list of problems, GET OUT OF MY LIFE! I won't make you stay!

Reason? Cos I have done my utmost to salvage and maintain the friendship. If you think it's not enough, let me tell you...I think I have done nothing wrong. I have tried my very very best. It's up to you to believe me. If you don't, so be it. I don't think there's anything more I can do to convince you. Remember that I am NOT obliged to! I think I have been kind enough by putting in effort to please you when I don't have to, and besides, if it's someone else, she probably won't even entertain you at all.

You said a while ago that you know what is wrong..you don't wish to be a pest. If you can actually know that u're heading towards that direction, for goodness sake, stop making yourself turn into one.

Should I never ever want to talk to u or entertain u anymore, u know the reason best. Don't put the blame on me, and no way will I feel guilty because it's NOT my fault. You made things so.

Are you feeling very hurt after reading this? I will not apologise. I said all this for your own good. Take it or leave it. It's your choice.


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